Shazlyn Zuriaty

keep on hoping.

2011-12-15T01:47:00.001+08:00

Hello again everyone! I've been updating my blog quite often eh? Oh'ho that's totally a good thing right? hehehe. Uhm, there's nothing much to say actually. But one thing for sure, I'm sleepy right now, already. Finally. I think this is the earliest time I'm gonna sleep throughout the holidays. hahaha okay la, buenas naches everyone! ;)

S'Z

Feel the love

2011-12-14T15:39:00.001+08:00

Take my hand, I'll teach you how to dance. I'll spin you around, I won't let you fall down. Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet. Give it a try, it'll be alright.

And yes, dance with me, will you?
I wanna meet someone who can dance together with me. Wouldn't it be sweet? I really believed that miracles do happen and that dream of mine would certainly come true, if not now then perhaps in the future, further down the road. Haha! Okay lah back to serious matters.

Hmph, today is Wednesday the 14th and finally, I'm staying at home. My plan was to complete some of my homework and start off with my revision. And yeah, so much for doing it. I totally have no idea where have all my pieces of homework fly to. Prolly in the rubbish bin? Just kidding. On an even crucial side, I'm bloody having my O'level next year and yeah, I'm still way behind everyone. And on another side, I'll be receiving my Malay O'level results this January and please I'm begging for an A. I don't wanna waste my time retaking them cos I really wanna concentrate on my other seven or eight subjects. And learning the new syllabus for Malay next year is a definite no for me. EMAIL IN MALAY? I really wanna put aside the Malay Language, badly. Once is already enough. Amin!

Speaking of O'level, lemme tell you how is the feeling like when I was taking my first written O'level paper. It was Masya Allah, time seemed to have stood still, the silence in the hall was unnerving! My hand were trembling and my stomach was queasy from anticipation, like seriously! But it was really funny for a first time. You gotta like peel some bio data sticker of yours and stick it to your answer sheet. Trust me I was completely lost. Haha! But apparently, Paper 1 really gave me a huge sigh of relief. The questions are manageable but Paper 2, only God knows how much I've struggled :/ All the best to myself fr my results *cross fingers*

I think I talked too much on studies. Once in a while I should learn to take break. Yeah man. I certainly should. Before I start, don't you think that this year's December holidays are like moving way too fast? It's 14th of December already and I've yet to go out with either of my friends, well except those two, Ayu and Farisya hehehe. Most prolly I spent too much time out of Singapore I guess. Busy during the first few weeks of holidays and the next thing everyone knew I was on overseas and then finally without realising, it's already December when I came back. Time really fly so fast, don't you think so? I really don't feel the atmosphere of the holidays-in-singapore-i-mean thing. hahaha!

Okay, so hi everyone. I just came back from a quite long break just last Friday. If anyone of you followed me on twitter and keep track of my updates in Facebook, yeah, I've been on overseas fr one-third of the month = 10 days. Went to the northern side from Singapore and that is, the United Arab Emirates. Explored almost all of the emirates in UAE with my aunt, including Dubai, Abu Dhabi, Sharjah, Fujairah and many others. They've got 7 emirates in total and each emirate has their own Sheikh(s). When it comes to sightseeing, I chose Abu Dhabi! They've got awesome plannings ahead although there were more constructions when I was there. Even the Ferrari Theme Park where we were supposed to go was not ready yet. I only see the entrance of it ready and only about 1m of the roller coaster ready -.- But honestly I should say this, they've already published about this theme park on the internet! Okay so when it comes to the people, I chose Sharjah. 100% muslims there and they're all caucasians! (melting-in-progress) hehehe!

Okay lah apparently, not even a thousand words could explained how much fun I had there. I've brought back 2000+ pictures and let the pictures explains all alright? I've uploaded only some of them in Facebook already yo ;)

On another happier side, I'll be on overseas again to Bandung! Well this time with my beloved family ok! hahahaha! Actually I've been to Bandung just last year with my aunt, but oh well, since I love my family so much, I'm in! Hehehehehe!

Side track! I've earn myself my first pay and I'm proud of myself. So I got the money now so who wanna go out with me now? Raise your hands up high and shout my name oh and, SMILE cos that's the best medicine anyone can have to cheer themselves up! haha! aww i'm so sweet. Just kidding!

Haha okay I think I posted a long essay already. Guess I'm done now! See you guys soon ok xx!

S'Z

The best of me

2011-12-13T03:23:00.002+08:00

Hello. I know, I've been gone for so long. I've not been actively wasting my saliva telling you guys my lame stories. Almost 3 months. I know. So, anyone miss me? Haha, just kidding. So basically, life's pretty good now. Yeah, totally no boys, no heart to take care of, nothing. It's a cool life without those. It's even cooler when my life is now filled with only a handful of people I care most. And now I really hope everything will stay as it does, if not forever, then for a certain period of time. Hehe xx.

S'Z

8th August 2011

2011-08-14T11:32:00.004+08:00

It's so much easier to pretend that you don't

care than to admit that it's killing you.

Hi. Been quite sometime since I last updated huh? So, anyone missed me? Haha, ok, I was just kidding. Seriously I don't know where to start but hell, my days had been a bleak. So dull. So shagged. Uhm just recently, Singaporeans celebrated it's 46th birthday! I think Singapore is still, young? I mean like, look at all the tall buildings in town. Looks so new and vibrant. Correct me if I'm wrong. I still love Singapore eventhough it's a hell expensive country because everywhere you go, you need'a pay. Money, money, money! Oh and i think I've been to almost all of the places of attractions in Singapore. They should consider demolishing the old buildings and build new ones ;) Or, I should consider migrating. BOOOHOOO :P

Uhm okay, the one beside me (the picture above), that's Samuel Roy Supramaniam. He's mixed. Oh and yeah, he's the Head Prefect for July'11-June'12. heheh, and beside him, is, me. My position now? Oh you guys don't have to know I think? Haha hey I'm just try'na humble a little? ;p

Chee Kiat, myself, Sam & Shafeiq. We rock the stage last Monday :D

And then on the same day, I went to break fast at Geylang with this pretty girl above. Ehem, at Pastamania I mean. Hek hek. She's Hudy! Hudy Mario/Hudy Archuleta, anything as long as there's Hudy. hek hek. Met her for like the first time you know? She's just a cyber friend at first but not anymore now. She decided to accompany me to break fast at Geylang ^^ Hek hek. Had an awesome day with her. Tembok girl/guy, cats, any many more. But hehe too bad I'm too lazy to elaborate what the shit am I talking about ;)

Oh yes, I bump into the same guy on the same day. Really a coincidence you know. Hek hek ^^V

And then as usual, school day. Hectic life. So yesterday, had Iftar at the Headquarters! At Nyai&Yai's place I mean. Hek hek. It was awesome. No more words to describe how much fun I had with all of them around :D XOXO for them! (L) (L)

Just the ladies in this picture. No idea where the guys had been to :/

To end all of it, tomorrow will be my first common test 2 paper. English Paper 2 and SS. Not funny okay. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

xoxo ;)

S'Z

I was left unspoken.

2011-07-31T13:39:00.006+08:00

I realised that my past is just a story, and it has

no power over me. But why is yours so strong?

I don't know how many human beings out there really know the existence of, well yeah, me. I really wanna know how many people out there knows me. No, I'm not asking for fame, neither do I ask for many friends. I hate being in crowds, meaning to say I only want a handful of friends to be surrounding me. Someone who can bring me happiness and trust me, and accept me for who I am. Someone who I can laugh all day long and laugh as hard as I could in public and don;t even give a bloody damn to the people in public. So, is that too much to ask?

I'm not sure if people also realised the mental breakdown I'm facing right now. Haha I mean like, who even care right? People just don't get my busy schedule. They want everything to be their way. I mean like, is this my life or yours, huh? :/ I really cannot stand life. Is this what life supposed to be? One moment you're happy and another moment you're sad.

Boohoo the Sec 2 and Sec 3 prefects will be voting for the new Head and Vice-Head prefect! Damn nervous please. There's 6 nominations anwy - Samuel, Cassandra, Jian He, Qistina, Shandy and myself. Gulp. A heavy task ahead. Oh and anyway, had this handing over ceremony for CCA last Friday. Alhamdulillah, I got the chairperson position. That means another hard task on my way. :/

This was apparently taken during Racial Harmony Day. Hehehehe.

Anyway, my mom is taking brownies orders for Hari Raya! Do check it out in my facebook yeah.

http://www.facebook.com/sheezeeleen

Oh anyway, she's still new. We've got only 3 flavours in the mean time but you can request for any topping of your choice! Like m&m, cashew nuts etc!

GET THEM NOW OK? Hehehe love you guys.

Oh on a brighter side, fasting month is tomorrow! whoop whoop. This year's will only last for 29 days. Hehehe, happy sesangat. Semangat ok! :D

SALAM RAMADHAN. Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa kawan-kawan! :)

S'Z

Can I be the one changing every plans?

2011-07-07T16:44:00.006+08:00

It's funny how I'm good at giving advices to others, but when it comes to helping myself, I don't know what to do.

People have been formspring/tweeting me and asked what are the songs playing in my blog. Hahahahaha I must be dumb enough to like change the title of every songs playing in my playlist eh? Padahal lagu-lagu ni semua bukan aku yang punya. Hahaha, ini lah kerja zaman Secondary 1 & 2 aku. Kirakan tak nak orang copy lagu aku ah. How lame. Freaking lame. Hahahahaha. So now, I'm gonna list down the songs playing from the latest to the oldest - first to last. But pardon me because I might forget some of the title of the songs. And just in case if you wanna know, I changed every song title to - #NowPlaying. Hahahaha I swear its freaking lame.

Cinta Terlarang - Kangen Band

Arti Cinta Sejati - The Potter's

Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu

Kyle James - Can't Be Without You

All Over Again - Mishon

You Should Be With Me - Lil Eddie

In Love With You - Colby O'Donis

Sticks And Stones - Shawn Desman

No Good - Erick Right

Don't Let Me Go - Semello

Everybody Needs Some Love - Khalil

Like You (feat. Little O) - Gela Solis

Be With Me - Stevie Hoang

Diary Depresiku - Last Child

Bawa Kau Pergi - Akim

Who Says - Selena Gomez

Pedih - Last Child

Without You - Chris Brown

Price Tag - Maddie Jane

What the Hell - Avril Lavigne

I've got 80 plus songs in my playlist right now. And I'm freaking lazy to list everything down. Above are the latest few in my playlist. Enjoy listening! :D

On the other side, I'm currently fasting now. Yeah, about an hour more to go until break fast. Alhamdulillah. And I didn't wake up for Sahur this morning. My eyes can't barely open so yeah I decided not to eat in the morning but to straight away fast for the whole day. And Alhamdulillah, I'm almost making it through. Hek hek. Oh anyway tomorrow I'll be away for RIV P4 CAMP. Heaven yeah, serving as Student Facilitator. Hahaha I also got a harsh side of me you know? Hehehe. All the best in school tomorrow everyone. Hehe, peace xoxo.

S'Z

Cinta Terlarang.

2011-07-05T17:57:00.004+08:00

She's not the kind of girl who likes to tell the whole

world about the way she feels about herself.

Sesungguhnya engkaulah makhluk yang aku sayang. (Continue the song, okay?)

Hi kawan-kawan. Maaf, kalau saya sedang berbicara dalam Bahasa Melayu. (Yang pure punya)

Ah okay cut it off seriously. Sorry, I intended to blog using the Malay Language because I'll be sitting for my O'Level Malay Oral next Tuesday after school. Yes, sounds easy. But I swear its tough for me because I have to communicate in PURE malay language. Yes, I've been talking in Malay but do you really know that majority of us don't use the pure malay language when communicating? Okay, it's okay if you don't get what I mean because I think I don't know what I'm talking right now also. But wait, I think the Malays should literally understand what the heck am I talking about. Okay? Okay go. Sidetrack; I swear I'm really nervous for the oral next week. My mind would be blank the moment I sat my eyes on the invigilator, someone I don't know. Harap-haraplah cikgu aku tak bengis. Please, Ya Allah.

Next, my dance girls will be going for the ASEAN games thing tomorrow after school. (or whatever its called because I know nothing about it =.=). You wanna know something? I swear I felt so left out. Seriously, so what if I'm taking my malay oral next Tuesday? It's a week later okay. Seriously, I'm not yet a Sec 4 student taking the official O'Level papers and I'm already treated like this. Seriously, this is fucking unfair. And to you girl, stop asking me whether I'm going or not. I AM FUCKING NOT GOING FOR THIS GAMES THING. Thanks ah k cikgu -.- I'm like the only fucking Sec 3 who's isn't allowed to go for this games thing wtf. Otak sort okay, maintain ah please. And sorry, I just had to let the F word out :/ =.=

Lastly, yay! Gonna give school a miss this Friday! Involved in the P4 Camp this year whoop whoop.

This means I'm gonna give it a miss for Malay Oral Practice after school. Seriously, isn't it the same if I go for the Asean games thing? grrrrr whatever.

S'Z

I don't know what I want.

2011-07-01T19:21:00.007+08:00

Some things are beyond planning. And life,

it doesn't always turn out as planned.

Hello everyone. You wanna know something that I believed every teenagers wish for every single minute and second? So here it is -Freedom. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to take a nap when I was younger. Like seriously, my eyebags are getting worst. I'm producing like double the eyebags than what I produced during the holidays. My eyes are forever heavy, always tempted to close my eyes whenever I lay my head on my table in class. The day I had to endured most for this week was just yesterday. Heaven yeah it was raining the whole school hours. To add on, Computer Studies lesson was yesterday. Sleepy, boring. Classmates said that I managed to sleep for quite a long time without Mr Wong/Mr Lotfi noticing me. While the rest of my classmates, they had to wake up halfway. A few minutes before CS lesson ended, I was caught red-handed and had to stand behind. Why are teachers so dumb nowadays. Tsk tsk. Poor thing.

Okay I can't accept the fact that my room is in a mess again. :( Gonna clean up after this before my room turned upside down. Oh and btw, tomorrow shall be the first paper for (idk what its called). Arabic oral and I can't seemed to remember the other one. Oh shit. And the word arabic gives me creeps. Oral? Arab? Fail, 100% confirm. I only know the word gown in arabic, which is 'fustan'. Itu pun tak confident betul ke tidak. Pfffft. Just wish me all the best alright? Speaking of exams, I'm having my O'level Malay Oral on the 12th July. O.o I want to cry, please? I don't know how to communicate in PURE malay language, how? I rather write 1000 words of an essay rather than talking. Should there be any English word out from my mouth, I'll be penalised :/ Scary. Again, wish me luck. This will determine my future, for real. O'Level are you kidding me? Time flies I must say.

All in all, I had a very bad week in Term 3 Week 1. My moodswing really stopped me from doing anything.

S'Z

MABA feat Mambang Koala :D

2011-07-01T18:27:00.002+08:00

Md Asyraff Bin Ariffin.

Asyraff - Heard this name before in school? Oh well, he's the guy in the picture. Yeah, that's Asyraff *point finger to the picture above* Okay before I start, you can officially call him Mr Koala or just Koala instead cos, you know, he looked like a Koala right! Go on, I'm giving you the permission to tease him by calling him Koala. Hahaha okay cut the craps. So apparently, Koala wants me to update my blog about him. Hahahahaha, not ashamed at all huh?

Lol, so Koala and I had been in the same school since Sec 1 but we NEVER talk before. Aku kan malu-malu kucing! xD Hehehe. Actually it's not exactly me, it's him. He's the problematic one. He's the arrogant one and act like one cool matrep in Sec 1. Sucha' turn off, don't you think? Don't know why girls fall in love with him that time, okay wait until now I mean O.o Hahaha. 2 years back his face and everything about him is simple like a -boboy- Don't wanna put his picture, cos I'm lazy to upload it again. Hahahaha!

So today, he gave me Bubble Yum ^^ Be jealous okay hahahahaha okay lame bye.

Oh and and and, he's a great listening ear for you. So what are you waiting for? Turn your head to him and start sharing your problems. He'll consult and talk and motivate you, you know?

Awesome friend I must say \m/

S'Z

A smile can hide 1,000,000,000 tears.

2011-06-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

The girl who says she's okay is also the girl

who cries herself to sleep every night.

I'm trying my best not to whine anymore. That won't help me change my situation here. The only thing I can do now is to pray, pray hard to Allah that everything will be fine, just one fine day. I thank Allah for giving me supportive friends. I thank Allah for giving me a supportive family. Friends who's forever behind my back, making sure I'm okay and no one would hit me so hard before they go over my friends' dead bodies. And for my family, I know they're supporting me in an indirectly way. And I'm certainly glad that I can totally feel them. Thank you Allah, for showing me the right path. And (those stories), c'mon Shaz they're history. And what I mean by those stories? Haha, nobody knows. Gonna zip my mouth.

And so, school starts tomorrow and I'm finally aware of it. What is this Shaz? Guess what, for the first time in my entire life I am not panic over the fact that I've not completed my homeworks. Usually I'll start to panic. What is this Shaz, seriously. I swear, I'm seriously worried over myself. The change in me. Where has the real Shazlyn that everyone know right from the start had gone to? Where are you? Tsk, I have a big dream. I wanna go far, but with this attitude, I can seriously forget it. I need to change. I need to get myself prepared for the worst.

And to Ros Hidayu, we're in the same boat. Chins up, cheer up! I'll always be right behind you ok? We got the same ability, and we're always facing the same problem. We got the same weakness and we got the same abilities. We'll faced this together, I'll support you and you'll support me. We aim far and dream big. And with hard work and perseverance, we'll make it through, Insya Allah. Let's graduate from this school with an O'Level Cert, go to the same polytechnics and graduate from the same university! BIG DREAMS OKAY BABE! ♥♥ I see you tomorrow in school alright, we'll make each other laugh! Hek hek, lastly, I love you forever and ever. You're the best sister I've ever had ♥♥♥

S'Z

Aku diam bukan berarti aku membisu.

2011-06-25T03:19:00.004+08:00

You can't live your life for other people. You've got to go what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.

Do you know the feeling when you wanna let everything out but just don't know to who? The feeling just sucks right? I know.

So first, I got so many problems to share. But I just refused to let it out when somebody asked me what are my problems that depressed me so much. Second, I successfully prayed 4 times a day, Alhamdulillah. Except Subuh prayers :( And the fact I am not praying secara jemaah, just depressed me. Third, school is gonna resume anytime soon. Meaning to say, extra burden and stress will be filled inside my brains. Fourth, if school were to resume, that means so is dance. Cramps ahead. Congrats.

And you know what? The list just won't stop going on. But nah, my brains are jammed already =.= And finally, there's many reasons why I felt this way.

Above picture; I miss them hell alot :(

So today. That guy went Thailand already. Pfffffft. But just hopefully he'll have a safe journey to and fro (L) :D After that, went to Sengkang library to borrow some novel books, and hell yeah finished up some homeworks there. Alone. Brought my lappy along just in case I die of boredom. Hahahaa.

Currently, I'm finding for this book above.

Apabila yang diimpikan dan diharapkan tidak menjadi kenyataan walaupun ianya sudah berada di depan mata, Nur Syahirah jadi bagaikan layang-layang putus tali. Nur Syahirah berkelana ke negara yang amat asing baginya kerana membawa hati yang duka lara. Berbekalkan kecekalan hati dan kekuatan semangat yang masih bersisa, Nur Syahirah cuba membina hidup baru di perantauan. Di dalam kehidupan global tanpa sempadan itu, Nur Syahirah bertemu dengan Isaac. Perkenalan di alam cyber telah menjadi realiti kehidupan di alam nyata apabila Isaac menjejaki Nur Syahirah di negara yang berlainan benua itu. Cinta yang luhur membawa Isaac mencari Nur Syahirah, gadis yang dipujanya walaupun belum pernah bertentang mata. Bagaimanapun, Nur Syahirah jadi keliru apabila Iskandar, tiba-tiba muncul antara dia dan Isaac. Amat payah untuk Nur Syahirah menerima cinta Iskandar ataupun Isaac kerana kisah pilu dahulu sentiada membelenggu hidupnya.

Akhirnya, Nur Syahirah mengahwini Iskandar. Namun, kebahagiaan Nur Syahirah disamping suami tercinta diduga lagi. Fazlur, lelaki yang pernah mengecewakannya kembali menagih perhatian Nur Syahirah. Walaupun telah berkahwin dengan wanita pilihannya, Fazlur masih mengharapkan kehadiran Nur Syahirah semula. Nur Syahirah yang merasakan bahawa Fazlur perlu mendapat sokongan dan perhatiannya, telah menyebabkan Iskandar berada dalam keadaan serba salah. Apakah reaksi Iskandar terhadap isterinya itu?

S'Z

Cinta Ini Milik Kita ♥

2011-06-24T00:42:00.004+08:00

Engkau menjadi suatu kenangan dalam hati.

"What is wrong with you nowadays?" A question bombarded by quite a number of people who noticed the changes in me nowadays. I'm easily demoralized, even over the slightest things. I don't know what I want. I don't know how should I go on with life. I don't know why life sucks for now. I can't seemed to tell even a bit on how I feel to anyone. Not even Mom. Why must life turned upside down, and not the way I've planned?

Ya Allah, I tried to be strong. But I really don't know how to describe my feelings now. How demoralized I am now. How tormented I am with (those stuff). Why is it at times I feel that life is really that unfair towards me? Why is it that I have to face all this all alone the whole time? Why????????????????????????

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya hambaMu ini tidak kuat untuk hadapi cabaran ini semua. Aku hanya seorang insan yang lemah. :'(

'Cinta ini Milik Kita'
I think I've told my Twitter followers on how much I love the story. So yeah, read it!
Aku kagum dengan kisah cinta Ean dan Sara, sungguh kagum. ♥

"Cinta pertama cinta yang paling sukar untuk dilupakan. Meskipun berganti, tempat untuk cinta pertama itu sentiasa teratas dalam kamar hati. Apakah itu hanya ungkapan manis madah pujangga atau benar-benar terjadi bila hati sudah mencintai seseorang. Itulah yang terjadi bila Nur Maisara mula jatuh hati. Cinta anak-anak sekolah yang langsung tidak disangka akan menjadi cinta pertamanya membuatkan hatinya begitu setia menanti kehadiran lelaki yang bernama Mohd Ean Nazeerul tanpa menyedari lelaki itu sudah memiliki insan bernama Zamilla. Terpisah dalam jarak dan waktu yang lama membuatkan penantian Nur Maisara memudar. Kehadiran Ahmad Hazeeq mengisi ruang kosong Nur Maisara namun sepi hatinya tetap tak terubatkan. Namun kehadiran Ahmad Hazeeq jua tidak mampu dipandang sepi. Apakah yang terjadi bila pertemuan kembali tercipta antara Nur Maisara dan Mohd Ean Nazeerul setelah lima tahun terpisah. Apakah kasih Nur Maisara masih seperti dulu. Adakah Mohd Ean jua sebenarnya menyimpan perasaan yang sama terhadap Nur Maisara? Tegarkah Ahmad Hazeeq melepaskan insan yang bertamu di hatinya untuk lelaki lain. Relakah hatinya melihat insan yang dicintainya tersenyum bahagia sedangkan hatinya merintih pilu?"

S'Z

Late and night, awake and alone.

2011-06-10T02:48:00.005+08:00

I wanna be the reason that you never look for love again.
Baby boy I wanna be your lover, your best friend.

Hmph. This time, what should I talk about? Right, new handphones. Dad totally have this issue with me where he never failed to wanna make me feel jealous whenever he wanna get a new phone. Like, asking me to find the specifications of the phone through the internet. And just a few minutes ago, he asked, "What phone that can make you jealous ah?" Blood went up eh? Hahaha I'm not jealous but I'm irritated lah. Haha. What's the prize getting a new phone? Another new phone ah? Hahaha, okay fine now I have to admit that I'm jealous cos Dad is bloody getting a new phone. But in the mean time, my jealousy doesn't really go entirely to handphones. I don't even know what's the latest phone in market, and you know, those good phones or the trendy ones. Been ages since I last did research on handphones. I rather do research on DSLR or other compact digital cameras or DSLR LENSES! Lalalalalalala ~

Next, I was completing my homeworks earlier on but came to realise that mom's lappy was on and nobody's using it. So yeap, a distraction. I'm using it now. Hahahahahaahahaha. Like seriously, I miss my lappy alot. Really. No idea when I'm gonna collect it cos it's already repaired! Grr. I can be angry and roar like a lion you know?! Hahahahah ok lame.

WHOOP WHOOP OH YEAH I'm selected to serve as Student Facilitator for this year's P4 Camp, again! wheeeeeee, i love kids alot ok? Hehehe. But their attitude of not listening to simple instructions, really not funny! Pffffffftz. Anyway there's training for us tomorrow and next Friday. One whole day, fuck yeah \m/

S'Z

Rainy Kassim

2011-06-09T02:31:00.001+08:00

MUHAMMAD RAINY

Rain! Rain! Go away! Come again another day! Little children want to play! Rain! Rain! Go away! Hahahaha, tonight the night pretty cold you know? So nice to sleep. But hey, cut the joke. This is not why I'm here for. I'm here for...

*looks up* That's Rainy! Are you still stuck in the rocks? Hoho. Ok kidding. Nah this famous guy in school, met with an accident last Monday - motorcycle accident, clashed with a van. Poor thing right? Visited him this evening with Ayu, Amirah, Elis, Ziana, Eya, Amirul, Taufik, and well yeah many others. Really a poor thing you know? I hope he's fine like seriously. So tomorrow, he'll be undergoing an operation. Putting in this metal thing inside his hand. Be strong, big boy.

#PrayForRainyBieber

And specially to Rainy, if you're reading this that is (which is completely impossible),

Yo Rainy! Poor thing lah you. Have a speedy recovery ok? All of us are right behind you, always will be! Proven you know? It's like almost the whole school came down to visit you. We all love you and always will be! You're Rainy Bieber and everyone knows it well. And oi, big boys don't cry like how big girls don't cry okay? Be strong for tomorrow's operation. You'll be fine. Close you eyes and start off with a Bismillah and Al-Fatihah and go to sleep! Next thing you know you're awake and made it through the operation. We all have faith in you, stay strong! You'll pull everything through, I believed in you! Make sure I see your face when school reopen ok? Hahah! Last but not the least, YOU BETTER HAVE A SPEEDY RECOVERY YO! (L) #prayforrainybieber <3

S'Z

Friends come and go. Live it.

2011-06-07T23:04:00.006+08:00

Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they'll notice. If they don't, you know where you stand.

I've made up my mind to take a step backward from almost everyone's life. I see. So many things are happening in everyone's life now. I'm not trying to say that everyone can't live without me around. What I meant is, what seriously friends are for? Nobody including myself likes to see her own friend suffering and being fooled. But I think, our concern are really not much of an attention I guess? I guess, nobody in this world even know that there's such word as 'appreciate'. Nobody does. There's always one point where everyone eventually forget whenever they got what they want.

But that's not just why I've made up my mind to take a step backward from everyone's life. Another reason is because I'm tired of hearing all those stories - whether it's true or false. I really have no idea. I'm really tired of being the kind-hearted but ended up being step on. Even when it's someone you're close with. Unexpected right? Yeah, honestly I was shocked to hear such stories as well. Guess everyone couldn't really use the word trust wisely eh? Seriously I'm sick of all this shits. When is it ever gonna end? Tsk. But one thing for sure, I'm not gonna be kind and give in anymore cos I know I'm gonna get shits in return. One thing for sure, I'm gonna start standing up for myself and let others save theirs. What's the point when they have someone new also? Hahaha.

A note to everyone, don't forget your old friends because of the new friends you knew even when your new friends are cooler than your old friends. Just what's the point? And to add on and make things worst, new friends = someone who you talked before behind their back -.-

What bullshit.

S'Z

tumblr.

2011-06-07T21:15:00.011+08:00

§ 1. Your Facebook profile photo with 15 facts.

§ 2. A photo of yourself a year ago

§ 3. A photo that makes you happy

§ 4. A photo of the last place you went on holiday

§ 5. A photo of you

§ 6. A photo that makes you laugh

§ 7. A photo of someone you love

§ 8. A photo of your favourite band/musician

§ 9. A photo of your family

Taken from my cousin's tumblr. I am gonna take this challenge.

1. Your Facebook profile photo with 15 facts

1. I am naive and a gullible person.

2. I love Allah, my family and M'S.

3. I have big dreams and hope to achieve it one day.

4. Putting on either heavy or not heavy make-up actually depends on my mood.

5. People say I've got split personalities - a nerdy in school and totally the opposite outside.

6. I do better in compositions than comprehension.

7. I love the number four, and I don't exactly know the reason why.

8. I adore kids so much that I feel like having one too. A twin maybe, one boy and one girl.

9. I'm in love with the colour deep sky blue and hot pink.

10. I can't pronounced the letter after 'Q'.

11. I like to tumblr, tweet and blog.

12. I love photography so much that I wanna take as many nice pictures as possible.

13. I owned a Canon 550D and I love it so much.

14. I've been in Malay Dance since Primary One.

15. I have a short-term memory. Easily forget things.

2. A photo of yourself a year ago

3. A photo that makes you happy

4. A photo of the last place you went on a holiday

5. A photo of you

6. A photo that makes you laugh

7. A photo of someone you love

8. A photo of your favourite band/musician

9. A photo of your family

S'Z

Go Figure, Singapore version!

2011-06-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

Go to where the silence is and say something.

I'm gonna make this a quick one since I have to go to school tomorrow morning to do some discussion for the Sec 2 Malay Camp after the June Holidays. Pfft. I really don't enjoy my holidays okay. Waking up as early as 9am or earlier just to spend my morning in school, not funny okay -.- And honestly I regretted joining the Crystal Competition. Really waste ALOT of my time manz. I see no effect to my group's crystal at all. Seed crystal? Wtf, you're not growing at all. -.-

See the picture above? It's the World of Ice found at Leisure Park. It's really awesome you know. The last time I went for ice-skating was like last 3 years ago when I was on overseas trip to Malaysia. Really very long. So today, went to Leisure Park for leisure time with my all-time-favourite-people-to-hangout-with. CANNY, CHERIE, AYU, KELSEY, LUQMAN. Too bad Kittima, Nathakit, Charmaine, Dinie and Sherman didn't joined in. All the usual people. They really missed the fun! Aww :(

Have no idea when my eyes became so small. And oh yeah, I just don't feel like putting on any eyeliner on that day. Well except shimmering, glittery, white eyeshadow <3

Cherie looked so chio in this picture. Well honestly she's gorgeous 24/7!

hahaha that hat belongs to Cherie! Ayu said I looked like some beggar O.o

Yo guys, how you're doing?

Look! I think I'm not growing at all :(

Canny Claudya Lim <3

AWESOMEST PEOPLE EVER <3 <3 <3

In overall, I really had so much fun today. Thanks for the day, guys! Love you <3

S'Z

Erti Cinta.

2011-06-06T01:16:00.003+08:00

I'm sleepy already. But this guy up there told me to blog about him and he wants to read it tomorrow morning. That means he's leaving me alone to blog about him and he can make his move to sleep first -.- How unfair. Pffts. I think this babi really tak tau malu. hahahahaha.

Started friendship in Facebook since August 2010.

Started with a 'hi' on a Facebook Chat in October 2010.
Now, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha.

He's a pig ah. Loves to sleep only. But listen to his songs. His voice really melts me you know. His serak voice, but aku cair to the max. Aku sayang dia gila babi <3

S'Z

Racun yang membunuhmu secara perlahan.

2011-06-06T00:41:00.006+08:00

That's it. I'm officially lazy enough to blog about my life for the past few weeks.

Let the pictures from Facebook do the talking okay? Okay go.

So. What should I say? Oh yes, my Formspring account. I've got 1000+ questions all because I didn't check it for like (insert numbers here) years. But hell yeah I'm really awesome cos I deleted all the questions well except a few latest ones. And one question wow-ed me.

"Heylo. Why are you so good in words :( ?"

Oh my goodness are you kidding me? Really. My dear, whoever you are. I am not :) My English language is really very atrocious. I failed my comprehension, eversince I stepped into Sec 3 life. Really, I am not kidding you know. And my composition, they aren't really that good you know. Cukup makan markah aje :( But I believed, practice makes perfect right? So to that lucky person, you should read more books and prolly instead of using easy words, make the effort to check in the thesaurus for harder words, it'll make your English better. For now, I'm still practicing both my language and my oral. All the best, anonymous! :)

Next, I'm okay with him already. Prolly because I missed him too much thats why I was not in a good mood? Hell yeah. Ridiculous me. In 3 weeks time I think, he'll be going off for Thailand :( Haiyayaya.

And on the other side, I hafta go school tomorrow. Hais.

I seriously don't feel any holidays. I am NOT enjoying it at all. :/

Goodnight <3

S'Z

i'd rather hurt by the truth than be happy because of all the lies.

2011-06-05T04:47:00.006+08:00

Dance like the photo isn't being tagged, love like you've never been befriended, & blog like nobody is following.

And yeah. Whatever I'm doing doesn't seemed to please you nowadays. I've always bring up disappointment to your life nowadays. I'm forever the one breaking promises. I'm forever the busy one. With my condition like this, I can't help but to sit hear hoping and praying hard. Love you <3

Trust. I've got a big issue on that. I lost so many people I trust. Guess I was being stepped on back then and before I came to realised it, I'm already halfway dying facing life. I learnt to stand up for myself and never to give in anymore, even if it means towards your loved and trust ones. By all means, prove and show me that you can be trusted again like how I used to in the past.

On a happier side, I want to have this room please. I'll be heaven. I won't leave my room even a minute ah. :p

S'Z

Budak Malaysia.

2011-06-05T04:33:00.003+08:00

I'm just bored. And this guy above who never failed to disturb me wants me to blog about him. Sungguh tak tau malu kan? Hahaha. So, meet this guy above. His name is Ahmad Safwan. Just call him Wan? Hahaha. Sukati ah nak panggil dia apa. Bengap boleh, sengal boleh, paling best - panggil je dia tikus. Hahah mouse in malay. His face got that mouse face sia, somehow ah. Hehehe. Sorry eh Wan? :p

Oh anyway, he's from Malaysia. Kota Masai. Jauh lah sesangat. A friend of my cousin - Sarah Afiqah. How I know him? One day, I was sleeping over my cousin's place. And apparently, while I'm using the wifi, she, out of the blue, asked me if I know Ahmad Safwan. I said no. And then she said to check at Facebook. Boomz, terperanjat pulak dia add aku. Hahah, coincidence pulak eh. So aku pun add lah. And our friendship starts from there. Lol.

My cousin told me that Wan and I, we met before. During our cousin's son sunnat last year. But I was a lil bit arrogant and apparently ignored him. HAHAHA imma bad girl. I hate making new friends. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Tapi kan, dia boleh tahan miang! Banyak jugak perempuan dia bobal kat Facebook. haha! Eh I think I'm done talking about him here eh? hahaha! Bye.

Happy, Wan? :) HAHAHAHA!

S'Z

The more boys I meet, the more I realize I only want to be with him.

2011-06-05T04:10:00.004+08:00

It's currently 4.26am. I still cannot sleep. I slept for 16 hours already yesterday. How how how?

And there's kenduri after Zohor tomorrow. Don't even know if I can wake up. Haha wth.

Life.

S'Z

I'll be loving you right from the start, with all my heart.

2011-06-05T01:25:00.016+08:00

I suddenly forgot how to start blogging. But whatever. I'll just start a random topic.

Anyway, hello. How's life? Mine is uhm, quite okay I must say.

SYF'2011; Malay Dance - Kerincing Ria, 12th April 2011

I did tell you a lil bit of my syf day on my last 2 previous posts. So yeah, here are some pictures of it so that you can roughly see how the day goes by. We went through all the thick and thins. Those sweat and endurance, the day has finally arrived. Time for us to give our best, give it all. Doing it for the school and Dayang Qirana. It's showtime.

And, we've clinched the Silver Award! Marhah, marhah.

And we performed the same thing for Speech Day. Except that it's a lil bit cocked up that I had to let out a tear after the performance. It was really, just hilarious. For this, I blamed Mdm Chia for this.

Turning 15, 13th April 2011

Hell yeah I turned 15. Again, I told you some parts of how my day goes from my last 2 previous posts. And sadly there's no pictures of it. I did took pictures of it but I lost my memory card. Sad.

And sadly he wasn't there. :(

24hours video making competition; theme - highlight, i'm not sure when.

I'm not sure when was this, but i remember joining this 24-hours competition. a very tiring day. but up till now i didn't received any news about it. We lost i think? lol.

okay all of this are extremely long stories. i'm gonna start everything new again.

Dont wanna make it looked so picture-dy. xoxo.

N'Shazlyn

Yang menusuk relung hati yang paling dalam.

2011-05-27T11:05:00.002+08:00

I'm falling to pieces.

I've got so many things to say. Really alot. But too bad time isn't on my side for now. It's already 11.20 in the morning and there's parent-teacher meeting today. I need at least half an hour to bathe and another 15min to get ready before meeting Mom at Hougang Mall at 12.45pm. I think I'm gonna be late. So, mine's at 1.3opm, since Mom's working today and she had to take a half-day just to go to my ptm. Aww, mom's sucha a sweet. ^^

Prolly tonight I'll blog again, a longer one. :D

N'Shazlyn

M'S (L)

2011-04-23T17:55:00.003+08:00

Calling for freedom, fighting for freedom.

Hi. First and foremost, I might update a damn freaking long post all thanks to my days of disappearance, and to add on, a-without-pictures post. The time taken to upload just the bloody picture above took me about 20 minutes. So yeah, I'll cut off the picture part. Bear with this wordy post k -.- So as usual, I'm forever mia-ing every now and then. Plain lazy and busy like c'mon, as usual - my super very pathetic life.

As you all know, Dayang Qirana participated in the Singapore Youth Festival and Alhamdullilah, we've clinched the Silver award, maintained baby :) I was literally expecting for Bronze, and I don't know why. Sick of getting Silver I guess? haha. Results was out two days later. My girls actually waited for the results via Cikgu Hasrita's text message at the canteen. Bak kata pepatah, 'Sama-sama kita menghadapi cabaran, sama-sama kita menghadapi hasilnya." Ceh! Macam faham. what i know is, I'm really jealous with the contemporary dance on getting Gold. Haha, whatever.

Side track! On a happier side, I'm already 15. Hell yeah, like 2 weeks ago I think? 13th of April. Hahah. It was a great day. The only day that made me feel that life was full of suprises. Boom, I received quite a number of presents, more from unexpected people. But whatever it is, THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE PRESENTS AND WISHES AND EVEN BASHES :) I bloody love all of you manzx, and I swear I do :D So celebrated Ryhan and my birthday, as well as Mom and Dad's Anniversary on that Sunday, SWENSEN'S ICE-CREAM CAKE baby (L)

Skip, skip, skip. My precious lady, Farisya Nur Fatin, is admitted to the hospital last Wednesday due to Ovarian cyst and Appendix. She went through a major operation the next day, the day I was performing for Speech Day but Alhamdulillah, she made it through and I managed to pay her a visit on both days. Currently, she's still in the hospital. I really hope she's doing so fine, Amin.

On the other side again, MYE IS BLOODY COMING - THIS WEEK. And I had to admit, I'm not ready for it. Seriously. I'm scaredddddd please. Meanwhile, its a homework marathon for me this weekend. Boring. Oh, and a revision week for me as well. haiya, wish me luck. All the best for MYE people :)

Good day, good bye (L)

N'Shazlyn

2011-04-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

Because everyday, from right now, we're gonna

use our voices and scream out loud, together.

This shall, prolly, be the last post before my mye. I really need to get myself prepared for mye this time round. I can't afford to fail any of the subjects already. Really. Also, tomorrow shall be Monday and the next day shall be Tuesday. And when tuesday passed by, it'll be exactly a week more to go before our syf. Stress nyer aku ya Allah.

In the mean time, I'm enjoying my life now, uhm literally.

But at the same time, I'm also experiencing a lot of depression.

Those stressful moments. Shagged. And almost everyday, home only after 7pm.

Hectic life :'( Patience Shazlyn, I know I can.

N'shazlyn

2011-03-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

Okay hi. This is pathetic. I'm using my handphone to update my blog. Guess what? My lappy is currently down. Fuck it. Grr.

Uhm, okay. I want to make this short because it's irritating to blog using your bloody laggy phone. pfft. So, I've been on facebook using the phone nowadays, super annoying I swear. haiyayaya. Anyway, there was a dance practice earlier on. 2.30-6.00 . clashed wiith prefects' investiture training.

so tomorrow is gonna be the prefects' investiture. nerve-wracking. wish me all the best.

N'Shazlyn

Turning over a new leaf.

2011-03-16T20:59:00.008+08:00

We just have to open our eyes, heart and mind. If we just look bright to see the signs, we can't keep hiding from the truth.

Let it take us by surprise.

Apparently, right now, I've got so many things to say. Like really a lot. I can even make it into one novel book. I want to bombard my post with so many questions about Islam. I think I am lack of the religious knowledge. I want to continue praying and never skip any of it, but, it's just something in me that stop me from doing so. Ever heard that parents are basically the role model towards their children? That's the problem. A major problem. But he said to continue with what I think is right and be myself and have faith in whatever I'm doing. Even if my parents don't see it, Allah did.

Right now, he changed my life. (L) So do I, I did changed his life, well literally. Alhamdulillah.

Oh and currently, I'm watching MUALLAF and is also currently addicted to the song 'Open Your Eye' by Maher Zain. Maher Zain is really an inspiring person. Go and purchase the 'Sutra' magazine and read his stories. I've got to admit that I was impressed with him. He actually forgot how to read the Al-Quran before and from there, he turned over a new leaf.

Maybe I shall tell you everything that I'm feeling or think right now some other days. Insya Allah. For now, time isn't on my side, and I need to get my sleep, because tomorrow morning shall be another day of MALAY DANCE for me.

Anyway, SYF is on the 12th of April - a day before my birthday O.o ; nerve-wrecking.

Finally, I miss reading the Al-Quran :'(

N'Shazlyn

Sacrifices.

2011-03-13T23:02:00.007+08:00

I'm so blessed with the people I'm with right now. Thank you Allah SWT (L)

Gathering was fine today. Not really as hyper as usual cos' almost all of us were kinda sick. Cough and running nose. I think it's the cough and running nose season ah. Ya Allah, too many things happened around the world already. You tested us with so many natural disasters and sickness. I just hope all of this will end soon. Amin. But still, I believed doomsday will come, just one fine day. We all don't know when.

On a brighter side, HAPPY 57TH ANNIVERSARY TO NYAI & YAI! (L)

Semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. Amin.

That little guy below is my cousin. Meet Danial. Very cute right!

GO GO GO POWER RANGER! (L)

Anyway, he's very fierce you know! xD

Mom's side. We're awesome :[)

N'Shazlyn

I miss you real bad.

2011-03-13T01:46:00.006+08:00

Feelings fade and people change. Things change and friends leave. In other words, life doesn't stops for anybody.

I'm gonna make this short and sweet. Like really short.

Family gathering at Nyai's place later. Meeting awesome cousins obviously.

Wheeee! I miss all of them truckloads. Gonna snap alot of picts later, as usual.

And anyway, Happy 1st! :[)

Currently, I'm praying hard for Japan and for the well being of other people. Natural disasters like this really hit me real hard. I'm gonna turn over a new leaf. I'm gonna start praying and never skip any prayers ever again. I'm not gonna the neglect the Al-Quran anymore. This I promise you. I love you Allah SWT (L)

N'Shazlyn

Stay with me.

2011-03-12T00:00:00.010+08:00

I'm not the best person to give out advices, but I can assure you that I would always be here to listen to any problems.

Hi again. How's life? Heh. Mine's such a bleak I swear. Okay shut up.

So many things are in my mind right now. Like really a lot. But let me tell you part by part. I'll try to make this short. I'll try. Because you know I just tend to type a super duper long post and it bores the hell out of everyone. I know, I know. I totally know the feeling. So, let's start. Ok wait. Now I forgot what I wanna talk about. Serve me right for stuffing everything in into my brains.

Firstly, I've produced a bullshit results. Yeah, bullshit Sec 3 Common Test Results. And I really mean it by bullshit. Mom was quite stern with me about this thing like for the first time. I actually cried the moment mom said I wasn't serious with this examination at all and kept slacking even on weekends. Ok, then seriously, what's with all this burning midnight oil thing? For fun? Mom's words seriously got me into a total breakdown and plus, I was halfway through giving up on my studies. So emotional right? Right, because I never felt like this before towards my studies. Never before. So at that time when Mom texted me was when it was after dance practice. Tired, shagged and exhausted. And then I came upon this breakdown. What else? I went home late on that day. And to add on, nobody searched for me. I nearly didn't want to go home but Farisya consolidated me and tadaaa, I went home. Around 8.30pm, not-so late I guess. But to me it is late -.- And the next day, since I refused to show Mom my report book, I forged her signature instead. But in the end, I thought of not submitting it first cos' it's my responsibility to show it to both my parents. It's still in my bag anyway.

Secondly, I'm super stressed over SYF'2011. Heaven yeah, Dayang Qirana is participating in the Singapore Youth Festival Competition '2011. We're left with a month more before the judging date. And we're only almost halfway the dance. We really need to co-operate with one another girls. And a note to myself, I need to start getting serious and focus starting from next week onwards. No holidays for me during the March holidays. Everyday is dance day for me. Well except for Monday and Tuesday - but I've got prefect meeting instead on this two days. Hectic life right. No break at all. On a happier side, I've ordered Dayand Qirana's tee. Heh. You girls should love me more. Heh, kidding. Anwy, the camp was er. Haha. Okok lah. Not as fun as last year's. But I still love 3EC though :D (L)

Thirdly, I'm super jealous with the Sec 2's who just arrived Singapore from their Malacca Trip just yesterday. Hell, I miss going for Malacca Trip with dearest 2ED! I swear I do ok. I miss those times during Sec 2 Camp. Truth is, I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT 2ED, I REALLY DO :'(

And finally, despite the fact that I'm grounded, I begged mom and dad if I could go out the day before since both of them are not wroking. And thankfully, they let me join the rest. Heh. So I went out with Farisya, Farah and Siti (L) Trust me they're so awesome to hang out with. My mind is so blank now and it's an awesome time for me to start fresh anew with my studies, Thanks girls for the day, love you (L)

Oh and last! This I promise.

HAPPY SWEET 16TH TO EYA A'DIN!

Have a blast, and study hard for N'levels!

Push yourself all the way to Sec 5 and graduate with me! Heh.

I hate the feeling you get after you’re finally done crying for a long time. Your eyes sting. Your breath is all shaky. You can’t stop thinking about everything, and you just feel flat out weak. Your face is all blotchy and you feel just ugly. You’re emotionally and mentally fatigued, but you just have to move one so that no one knows. And the worst part is knowing that it’ll all happen again, and again, and again.

N'Shazlyn

I found my clone.

2011-03-05T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hi, I am back from camp since, yesterday. I am considering on changing my blog skin. So yeah, stay tune. xoxo.

N'Shazlyn

Away.

2011-03-01T22:19:00.010+08:00

Every moment of my life is amazing and
I always see the brighter side of it.

Dear blog readers, (well which I supposed I don't have one. Hah whatever.) I'll be away for 3 days 2 nights. Reason? I'm having a Secondary 3 Adventure Camp @ JBAC, yeah like again. The school changed it to Sec 3 Camp instead of Sec 2 Camp. Reason? Because when we're in Sec 3, most of us are in new classes with new classmates. So you get what I mean? If not, stripe off your dick skin. HAHA, what the toot please.

Oh and, I'll talk about my common test results and my preparation of syf so far on Friday night, God willing :D

Picture above - my first attempt to take a wedding couples.

N'Shazlyn

Another month passed by.

2011-02-28T20:51:00.003+08:00

Dear March, please cheer myself up and not make me feel another total breakdown. Love you ♥

N'Shazlyn

Love is in the air!

2011-02-15T20:33:00.006+08:00

1st exam paper in 2011 will be officially announced tomorrow. Dang it!

Hoho, in the mean time. I'm currently doing my English homework @ www.criterion.ets.org. And before that, was busy searching for suppliers for the class tee. Rushing manz, rushing! Email here and there to get the best price and shortest period of time to get it done. Everyone wants it before Sec 3 Camp. Grrrrr. Oh well, at least I want it too before camp. Gonna put it on during campfire night :p Oh for now, I've got Physics, Chemistry, Malay and Elementary Mathematics homeworks to complete. Sucks big time, really. Oh and, I'm also really busy right now, both common tests and Malay Dance SYF'11. Like zomg. Just wish me luck. For now, time isn't on my side. I should go and continue my work now. Bye lovelies (L) xoxo.

Below is what I typed for my English essay - VALENTINE'S DAY.

Firstly, many said that the Muslims are strongly discouraged to celebrate Valentine's Day. But up till now, I have got no idea why the Muslims can't celebrate them. But however, I still wishes my fellow friends and loved ones a very Happy Valentine's Day but didn't usually treat it as a prosperous celebration thing. Valentine's Day is the day whereby for a moment I felt loved by my own friends, having to receive flowers and chocolates, especially the moment I stepped into school early in the morning. Basically, a lot of people get under the illusion that Valentines is for the boy you love or your crush. Well I believe in reality that it should be about everyone you love. My friends do more for me than a boy ever could, seriously.

So, since Valentine's Day isn't about a whole love thing, I think our school should celebrate Valentine's Day next year, as to how we cherish and love our friends more than a boyfriend and not just during International Friendship Day. In our teenage years like right now, I believe that being friends are far way better than having a boyfriend. Friends put on their listening ears when we need them, more than the boyfriend.

Here are some suggestions as to how we can celebrate Valentine's Day in school. First of all, the school might wanna have some Art & Crafts session with the whole student during their free period, all back to old times just like in primary school. The students will have to bring anything that can be made into something that a person can cherish the whole time. Let's take a flower as an example. Any styrofoam and feathers can be labeled as the flower and leaves while wires can be labeled as the stalk of the flower. Or perhaps, make colourful cupcakes or any light yet brightly coloured pastries during Home Economics lesson.

The main point is to not buy anything to give to your loved ones. Even the most expensive gifts won't cost anything, anything more than a gift that was made by us, sincerely given to our loved ones. For all you know, even a hug would cost more than anything else. Happy Valentine's Day!

N'Shazlyn

Permanent heart beats.

2011-02-14T00:54:00.001+08:00

OH SO LOVE ♥

FARISYA NUR FATIN ♥

N'Shazlyn

Little Earthworm.

2011-01-20T10:21:00.004+08:00

Hello. Super long since I last blog. Coming to a month I think. Currently in school - I don't know what which IT lab but what I know is we're having English lesson right now. Miss Oon is awesome, I love the way she teach us. Just do reflections on a blog. Cool right. But some stupid problems came across me, so I decided to do it at home - Obama Article what the hell. http://www.nytimes.com/. Not bad right? 3EC are doing the reflection while me? Blog, twitter and facebook. Awesome kan, I know :p Hahahaha.

Oh, Miss Oon just saw Obama's picture. And she just said, "Woooooow, Obama's wife is taller than Obama." OK WHAT THE SHOOT. God, just 14 more days before all sec 3 student were split into 5 groups for english lesson. I want Miss Oon's class please. So syiok! :D

Okay, I wanna go facebook and twitter for now. Just don't wait for another post of mine. I think it'll take long. xD

- eh boy, i miss you can xD k bye.

N'Shazlyn

2011-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

You've got the cutest smile, eyes that shine like the

stars and words that could brighten up anybody’s day.

OH HI EVERYBODY. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Rest in Peace, 2010.

2010-12-31T23:32:00.003+08:00

Nothing last forever, not even a smile. It's all memories in the end.

Meanwhile, I'm waiting for 2011 (L)

N'Shazlyn

Drietaaa.

2010-12-22T11:12:00.004+08:00

The world is beautiful, Masya Allah.

And again I'm back from another holiday, an overseas trip. To be exact from Jakarta and Bandung. I have to admit it was fantastic though I only went there with my aunt, which means just 2 people. It's not bored at all. And eventhough it was just for a short period of time, I really had fun and enjoyed myself there. Well except for the diarrhoe I'm having up till now, no idea what i've consumed there. What I know, the faeces I brought out was not hard. Alah, paham-paham je lah. Taik keluar cair. Haha, saket bodoh _|_

So I was in Jakarta for the 1st and 2nd day. On 2nd day, met Canny Claudya (L) at DUFAN. It was a fucking awesome day with her. I love her to the max. And we even had dinner together at night at this mall, apparently I forgot what's the name of the mall. Heh. And my goodness, Canny is so lucky to have such a friendly and loving and caring mother okay? She entertained us like real visitors. Like as if we stayed over her place. Omg. She even told us to check out from our hotel and what? STAY OVER HER PLACE AND EVEN ADD ANOTHER DAY IN JAKARTA OMG. 2nd day was splendid, so awesome! Bandung was on the 3rd day and that's when I had stomach cramps, like the worst stomach cramp I've ever had I swear. So the first place we went in Bandung was Tangkuban Perahu. And guess who I met? Yeap, that guys on top there, SHAFEIQ. His my junior in school, SUCH'A coincidence right? ^^

This was at Taman Mini Indah, Jakarta.

This was at Lata Iskandar Waterfall, Cameron Highlands.

Edited / 30th December, 9:02pm

So apparently, I saved this post as draft for quite a long time already and I'm lazy to continue to the story. With this, let the pictures do the talking okay? Haha. Pictures in Facebook anwy :D

N'Shazlyn

Crush for a day. Haha!

2010-12-14T20:33:00.003+08:00

Heyho! I'm back from my Malaysia trip yesterday night at 2330. But hell, reached home at only 0200 cos' of several reasons. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG STORY. So, I went to Perak/Penang/Cameron Highlands/KL within that 4 days. It was awesome, and tiring I swear. And to think of telling you all the story and sharing the fun I have, trust me it won't end until next year. Haha, kidding. I'll share perhaps after I came back from my Indonesia trip next week. For now, I'm gonna start packing my luggage for my Indonesia trip tomorrow. Trust me I take such a long time to pack my bag! JAKARTA & BANDUNG, HERE I COME! (L) Okay nights :D

Oh anyway. This holiday to Malaysia made me realised how much Allah SWT had given us in this Earth. The scenery is great, and the waterfalls are splendid. And the fresh strawberries made me go ulala! (L)

So long, Assalamualaikum.

N'Shazlyn

TAY YUXUAN (L)

2010-12-10T12:34:00.004+08:00

"You're amazing. Just the way you are"

Woooosebump! That lady up there is very chio right? Meet Y'X! (L) And we're best friends. xD

So, we knew each other since primary school. But we treated each other like we never existed in that primary school before -.- Well, just a hello and a bye with a smile. That's it! Easy said we don't really talk to each other. Total strangers. Except for primary 3 when were in the same class and in the same group. DOLPHIN! Still remember Y'X? Our form teacher changed like 3 times due to our ridiculous behaviour. Remember our first form teacher, Mr Ho? But we've no idea why he left us after 3 months. Perhaps because he can't tolerate our horrendous attitude heh? But oh well, I think he's still mother fucking hot xD Then it changed to I-can't-remember-who. And then lastly to Ms Hajar (Oh, but she's madam now. Married to our primary school athletic coach -.-) Remember you're her teacher's pet? God, I hate her k? She's damn fucking bias to the max can! PICKED UNTIL 4 CLASS MONITORS. Our class damn ccb meh? Only choose the Chinese all the way when she herself is a Malay. RACIST __ YOU'RE THE CLASS MONITRESS EXCUSE ME! Nyeehahaha. Ohohoh, and we're in dolphins right? I still got out group photo okay! There's me, you, Martin, Wei Hong (?) and (that fatty irritating guy. Issit Joel? LOL.)

God, I miss those times. And the last time we met was like only last Monday/Tuesday? That was only for a while -.- Just to pass me my orders -.- Damn pissed can? And guess what? I NEVER HAVE TAKEN A PICTURE OF YOU AND ME BEFORE :'( Grr. Wait for me till I come back from my holidays and we shall go out k? 24th December, that is! xD I cannot wait. I am so sexcited okay! I miss you like one idiot. I wanna spend more time with you! Hehe. Take care when I'm away okay? Soon we'll meet. HEHE, I love you! (L) [okay stop. I sound so mushy. Too much mushy is a NO GOOD.] Hahaha. okay bye. (L) xoxo.

N'Shazlyn

"Mati siang tak nak."

2010-12-09T23:48:00.005+08:00

I shut my eyes. I clutched at the bedpost and

leaned my forehead on my hand. I couldn't breathe.

I'm back, surprisingly. Just don't be surprised or keep wondering why am I updating today. I'm just plain bored. And I've got this feeling of pitiness to my blog for neglecting it. I'm sorry dear diary, promise I won't do it again, not. Nyehahaha. (You know, sometimes I have to be quite a meanie xD) Hahah, k whatever. So, I'm finally done packing my luggage. It took me approximately 2 days to pack. Hilarious much? Well except for toiletries and some others. 4 days seemed like a week that I'll be in Malaysia. My whole luggage is full. Really full. How to survived during the Indonesia trip? Haiyomak. I think I need the bigger luggage. HAHAHAHA.

Frankly speaking, I'm not really sexcited for this overseas trip. That feeling had just yet to come. I've did some research on what will be there (e.g. KL, Perak, Cameron Highlands, Colmart, Lost World of Tambun) Looks fun, but still that 'butterflies in your stomach' still has yet to come. Why oh why? Please Ya Allah, make this an sexciting holiday for me with family and cousins. (yeah, eventhough Amira won't be joining us. Damn frustrated can? >: ) Maybe tomorrow that feeling will soon come. Hehehehe.

I miss this bunch of people up there. They're the best.
Meet my laughing gases xD

So, I spent my afternoon watching this movie at youtube - Anak Halal. It's an old movie. But because there's Farid Kamil in the movie, I decided to give it a go. I love Farid Kamil's act and personality in every movie he acted. So sweet and adorable. I wish I had a boyfriend like that xD Haha, keep on dreaming eh Shaz? *_*

My awesome girls in 2ED'10 (L)

2ED'10 (L)
Something in them that makes me love them for the rest of my life.
I'm gonna miss them truckloads next year.

Since I'll be going for an overseas trip tomorrow night, this two young and pretty ladies on both side of me will be the only anak dara(s) who'll be joining us. Sad case :(
But we'll be fine, we'll find a wayto have alot of fun and fucking enjoy ourself (L)

I miss ALL OF THEM, including IRFAN NOOR & RIZAN AMALI (L)
Syauqiyah&Muneera; Wanna join in the list? xD

I MISS RIV ALUMNI MEMBERS feat STUDENT FACILS (L)

Haha, I just find this picture quite nice. LOL.

CAN I MISS THIS LADY UP THERE AS WELL? :'(

N'Shazlyn

Drastic change in all of you.

2010-12-08T01:56:00.013+08:00

I went in searching for answers,

hoping to discover a love I never expected.

Hi, I've got to be honest that my eyes can't take it any longer. Yeah, it's only bloody 2am but I swear my eyes can't take it any longer. You know what? I really can't take it anymore. Guess I'll continue the same post tomorrow. Nights (L)

[to be continued...]

[editted; 8th December, 2.54PM]

Okay hi. Rise and shine, I'm wide awake now. Okay, not really that wide awake. I still need more sleep please. Dead tired, shagged. Ok whatever . Lemme start with the most random topic ever. Well, my cousin below, the one in orange, just got engaged with a young beautiful young lady, Kak Wara, the one in orange as well. So apparently, cousins and I slept over at our cousin place in JB last Friday since the engagement day took place the day after. Alhamdulillah, everything turns just fine despite the 'gubahan' my aunt made turns out to be, err, like. It's a shape of a lamp. But some parts of it fall apart and to make it stay still, we need a glue. So there was a total of 6 cars and 1 bus and we were the last car to reach this place, somewhere near the bus stop. All 5 cars and a bus were waiting for us to fix that 'gubahan' -.- before we head to the lady's side. After everything was settled, we headed 'home' but unfortunately, we had to wait for an hour cos nobody brought along the house keys except the Abang Didi, the one who just got engaged. The journey from the lady's place to our cousin's place is like an hour. Yeaa, an hour -.-

Then we got bored. Kiter peh orang tak boleh duduk diam dalam rumah :D So Ain, Iqah, Abg Mimi, Kak Oggy, Abg Yan and I went to town. City Square Mall and then to a PC Fair. Camwhored and then had dinner at Marrybrown (L) Hehehehe. (Eh, can I just skip this part?) Then kecoh-ness rise for the next day until we headed home, Singapore!

Today is Wednesday. I'll be off for overseas trip this Friday and will only be back home on Monday. And yeah up till now I've yet to pack my bag. And that's a bad thing. I need more time than ever to pack my bag manzx. I think I better start packing after blogging. Yeah, I should. And then after I came back from Malaysia next Monday. I'll only be in Singapore on Tuesday. I'll be off for another overseas trip to Indonesia for almost a week. HEHE, I suker sekali (L) Tapi yang nak pack bag tuh yang I tak suker -.- Pemalas betul aku!

I bloody miss the girl above ^^

So yesterday I went to trimmed my fringe and rebond it like again. Hancur masai lah fringe aku sebelumnye -.- So I got my bangs back. HEHE. Only took one picture of my new fringe so far. It's the picture all the way up. Yeah, that's the one :D Thanks to Ziana for accompanying me! Oh and I love her laptop alot please! Can turn the screen 180 degrees and it's touchscreen. Bloody jealous can. Slacked at her place till evening and walked around CP after that. Then we part ways since she's working after that.

So I went to the library alone to borrow some books. 3 malay novel books and 1 english novel book in total. English; Faithful. Malay; Takdir Menentu Segalanya - 8+1 - Menjadi Bintang. Hehehe, I'm so gonna read it right after I packed my luggage, bit by bit :D

I LOVE FARISYA NUR FATIN! (L)

I went out with this gorgeous lady above recently. A few days back. Haha. We shared so many stories. It's been so long since we last went out and spend time together right? So many things to catch up I supposed! I miss her alot already (L) :D

N'Shazlyn

Every little things you do.

2010-11-29T02:12:00.004+08:00

I miss you, Nurul Shazlyn Zuriaty.

Nurul Shazlyn Zuriaty,

It has been long since I last met you and I'm wondering how's you? I really hope you're fine, as always. When was the last time I met you? I think it's a month ago. Time sure flies so fast and it's gonna be a month since we last met. Don't you miss me like how I miss you? Our relationship are still going on strong though there's a lot of ups and downs. Oh wait, relationship? Sounds so lesbian! Okay lah, I'll change it to friendship instead.

I miss you. Miss our daily bitching, daily laughter, daily fights! We are always looking out for each other! When I'm down, you were always there for me. 24/7 though you are such a lazy ass when it comes to going out or replying to text messages! Shall knock your head, not! :P Do you know why I said that I nearly cried reading your past posts? Look at this,

I know it's not clear, but I know that you know what you have written for me, love. How sweeter can you get? I know it's months ago post. But that was before I went to undergo operation right? April 27th - You, Hidayu, Fahrul & not forgetting, Hakeem came to visit me at the hospital and bought for me 'GET WELL SOON' balloon! Still remember it! And then when you guys went home, I cried silently. Why? Cause I am gonna undergo an operation and who's not afraid of needles and stuff? I texted you up and guess what? You were there to comfort me through the night though you had school the next day. You told me countless time that I was gonna be alright and when I wake up, you'll be there. And yes, third day after I had my operation, I saw this,

Aww, SWEET LAH PLEASE. Like sugar! Tell me how not to love you when you are being the best of the best, girl? I seriously miss those times! We may be drifting apart right now, but remember this, I love you just like my own blood sister. Trust me, dear! Sorry if I've ever hurt you with any harsh words, sorry if I've ever bother you with my boring stories. I know, at times I always talked to you and tell you my stupid sad stories when you are not even interested to know. Thank you for being the best, thank you for listening to me, thank you for making me feel that I'm appreciated, thank you for those advices you gave & last, thank you for loving me like your own sister. I treasure you so much.

Till we meet again, this coming Wednesday!

hugs & kisses, farisya 'fatin.

David Archuleta - Crush

2010-11-05T01:20:00.005+08:00

“I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt; I fear; I think of

strange things, which I dare not confess to my own soul.”

— Dracula, Bram Stoker

Hello again.

I was blog hopping until I came by into this lady's blog. She's pretty, and her smile is really very sweet. If I'm not wrong, she used to be my cousin's colleague. Not anymore now. Then I read her latest post, she made me wanna blog about it. I'm not gonna say her blog url nor her name. Easy said I'm not gonna expose any of her particulars here. I have to respect her privacy (: But, this i what I wanna share.

I miss blogging, thats fact.

I always have something to share up here but,

I've been keeping myself busy with school OR leisure.

I did have time for cyber world but the laziness in me

to keep ranting everyday just stopped me from doing it.

That's what I wanna share. So, excuse me if I were to neglect my blog the next time round xD

So life has been great lately. And I'm happy with life/reality right now, I think. But what I still can't get over is getting over the phrase, "What if(s)" Ya Allah, I need more time to settle down. Meanwhile, I've learnt many new things while I was away from blogging from many other people. Really alot. I believe my parents and even my friends had been always right there behind me to support me.

I've learnt,

- To accept reality no matter what. Life's too short to hate. Learn to forgive and forget.

- Guys prefer a lady's natural beauty. No makeup, nothing. [Thanks Hairy Azman (L)]

- The true meaning of true friends. [Thanks Kelsey Chan & 2ED (L)]

- Sooooo, I got into 3EC next year. Though it may not be a good class, I am gonna strive for the best.

Basically, there's so many things I've learnt. Well except one,

I don't get a guy's attitude. Period.

I'm enjoying life right now. It'll take years if I were to tell everything all at one post.

I'll go chapters by chapters, just like a novel book. Insya'Allah (:

Okay, nights. I love Allah subhanawataa'la most (L)

N'Shazlyn

Screw you.

2010-10-20T23:13:00.007+08:00

Jujur aku tidak rela untuk meneruskan hidup tanpanya.

Got back my eoy results. I am not gonna say it out. But I'm just gonna give you guys some hints on my results. I've got two fails, but I really have to thank Allah Subhanawataa'la that I passed the overall of those two subjects. The rest of the subjects was just a borderline passed. More to C's and B's. Frankly speaking, I was disappointed with myself. I should have done better. But what can I do now? Nothing. So I had difficulties choosing for subjects. After many 'consultation sessions' with many people, especially Mom (L), I've made my choice.

I'm gonna try going into 3EC. I'm gonna try taking A'Maths and Combined Physics & Chemistry. I'm gonna try taking Computer Studies. Or else, I was think of going into 3EB at first. I got a choice of taking Pure Chemistry or Computer Studies. So I thought of taking Computer Studies. And I have to take Pure Physics. And I heard from @heekeemy that it's freaking difficult. So I decided to opt for Class 3 as my 1st choice. Thanks everyone who had consult me on the subjects. At least I've made up my mind on which subjects to take next year. Insya Allah I can make it. I can (:

Taken today, during recess. Sempat right! :D

From upper left: Farisya, Ayu, Me, Amirah

From lower left: Elis, Amirul

(L)(L) ; 20102010.

N'Shazlyn

I don't give it a damn.

2010-10-19T23:33:00.006+08:00

RT @teolihser☺Teolihser: I don't mind being like Liz in the 'Eat Pray Love' movie. Realise everything's wrong, give everything away, go around the world.

I'm sleepy right now. So I think I'm just gonna make this post short and sweet. Tomorrow shall be the released of eoy results, all at one shot. Reminds me of the time when I took my horrible psle results and last year's eoy results. The feelings were indescribable, Masya Allah. It was really nerve-wracking. I'm just gonna pray hard that I would get good results this time round, Insya Allah. That's the best I can do for now. What I know is, I did my very best, I gave my best shot for all papers. Results aku, semuanya terletak di tangan Illahi. I wanna get my Nikon D3100, please'oplease.

So, I had a very great time today. Thanks to Lihser, Abigail, Enxian, Cherie,

Charmaine, Jiamin, Umairah, Firman, ZhiQiang, Varat, SunWoo and Gabriel. I love all of you (L)

Nights all (:

N'Shazlyn

Spinning and running around my head.

2010-10-15T12:37:00.005+08:00

You can watch horror movies in theatres at 16, legal at 18, drive a

car at 21, and retire at 65, but who sets the age to fall in love?

- Inspiration from Ong Shao Qin

"Hoooooraaaay! Eoy exams are over! Time to celebrate!" -> I saw this almost everywhere - tumblr, twitter, and especially from Facebook! Like I said, mine's not over yet. I can't celebrate yet. Quite depressing I must say. I have to wait for another 3 days before my last paper. Patient is a virtue Shazlyn. Be patient. People are already encouraging you to go for your last two papers. Science paper was a total gone case just now, I swear. I just wasted my 7 hours studying for it. Even Muhd Firman said so. He studied for 9 hours at the kitchen, yet he still find the paper quite tough. Let's just pray hard that our hardwork really paid off eh Firman (:

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I'm sick and tired of talking about examinations. I need'a break, like seriously. I cracked my rusty brains for a week already. Time for a break. I'm gonna enjoy tomorrow during Madrasah class - class would be held outside classroom! Happy sak! :D And, gonna memorise all the higher malay idioms real hard on Sunday. The questions are waaaaaaaaaaaaay different compared to the normal malay idioms questions. They'll only give the meaning and we have to guess the idiom. NO HELPING WORDS GIVEN. And there's summary also. Hais. What a luck, fml.

I miss those girls in the picture above. Coming to 2 months since we last met.

Guess what. Dad ain't working so we're going out later (: So I had a bonding time with Dad just now while having my Hotcakes and Sausage from Macdonalds. Muahahahahahaha. We were talking about Mr B, *ehem* He took ____ & ____. Oh, and he hates _____? So he find an allocation that has no _____ in Secondary 3. The how on earth did he teach Malay now? LOL. It's so fun and mad funny to listen about your discipline master's past time. Dad, you're such'a great friend to him. And an awesome Dad for me, for cracking all Mr B's secrets! I love you! Hahahaha. Oh and Dad shared about his 'cinta monyet' times. Not bad eh Daddy? Muahahahaha. Yours is funnier compared to Mom's. Haha! Then we talked about Nikon D3100! (L)(L)(L)

I'm gonna sleep now. Really very sleepy. Kbye.

N'Shazlyn

Di setiap langkahku, ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu.

2010-10-14T12:44:00.010+08:00

We are girls, who will never escape from being vain. Looking into the mirror every hour, every minute and every second, doing touch up to our hair and make up. It's just literally a part of a girl's everyday job without fail. So guys, be patient with us though you prefer girls with their own natural beauty. We need some space for our beauty.

This sentence literally came out from my mind, just out of nowhere. You know what? Tomorrow shall be the last paper for most of my schoolmates. Hell boo, except for me. I still have to attend school on Monday. I still have to take my last 2 papers on Monday. I still have to crack my brains for ideas on what to write for my higher malay composition and surat kiriman rasmi/dialog. I still have to memorise the idioms for Higher Malay Paper 2. They're different from the normal ones. Sucks okay. Spoil my weekends, like seriously. I hate this feeling where everyone can enjoy after their last paper and when I'm only at the last third paper. I still have to wait for another 3 days before I can enjoy. I hate Higher Malay Language. Such a trouble maker to my life for almost 4 fucking years already. I myself have no idea why on earth did I take it as my 10th and last subject when everyone only take 9 subjects. It's not like as if I'm going to continue my studies at junior college after my 4 years of education in secondary school right. My face? JC? Go and die, just go to hell with it. Kanina.

So, Malay Paper 2 was 'okay'. Not too good, and not too bad. But I'm glad I remembered 3 of the malay idioms. HAHAHAHA, screwed up the paper lah to be honest. Dismissal was at 9.30am but I only reached home at 11am. Slacked with the rest for a while and then set off home while the rest continued slacking at Compass Point. I went to Macdonalds at Rivervale Mall to get my Big Breakfast. MUAHAHAHAHA, craving for it manzx. The egg is super nice! (y)(y) Tomorrow shall be my Science Paper. Heaven yeah, last paper to most -.- Gonna start revising after this.

Hahahahahahahahaha, the picture above is like 5 years ago?! Hahahahaha, so nerdy like hell.

Kbye (:

N'Shazlyn

As much as I wanted.

2010-10-13T13:36:00.008+08:00

I walked down the antediluvian highway alone,

wishing everything was alright.

Hello again! ^_^ I seriously can't deny but I'm kinda proud of myself for updating like almost everyday despite those examinations I'm having right now. I believe I need my time to have some stress-relief session. Maybe in front of the computer for 2 or 3 hours should be okay kan? Hehehe, wheeeeeee~ Anyway, Home Economics and Maths Paper 2 just now. Home Economics was average. While for Maths Paper 2, it was yet another killer paper, just like Maths Paper 1 -.- I bloody wasted my time during recess revising on how to apply Simultaneous Equations questions. Can you believe it, @Ahyouuu and @farisyanurfatin are the ones teaching me that! Sampai terpekik-pekik sak. In the end it WASN'T TESTED. Instead, they test more on Mensuration. Sucks, I didn't memorise almost all of the formulas. What the hell is the formula for hemisphere? Ugh, shit. Go and die. With this, I declare that I AM NOT GONNA TAKE ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS NEXT YEAR. I don't even wish to take it. I've got no immense interest in Mathematics. Just making me go even more insane, mad, retarded, crazy girl.

So, I'll be having Malay Paper 2 ONLY tomorrow! Fuckyeah, dismissal will be at 9.30am tomorrow! On Friday too! BUT, the exam timetable says there's TIMSS after science paper on Friday. And nobody knows what on earth is that - 2hr 30min! Even the teachers don't know what the hell is that. So for now, 9.30am shall be my dismissal time for Friday :D Anyway! I had my 6-HOURS nap yesterday night! From 6pm all the way till 12midnight. And I revised my Home Economics and Maths Paper 2 between 12am all the way till 5am! Bloody hell, felt so fresh. I can absorbed everything easily. But bloody hell, I forgot everything once I got the script - Wasted can! Sigh -.- But anywoots, I'm gonna repeat this schedule tonight! I'm gonna revise for my peribahasa (I'm bloody weak in that section), I am gonna memorise all! And then I'm gonna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep as much as I want, and start revising my Science after that.

You guys may be asking. "How are you in school during the paper? Not sleepy?" The answer is, no (: Imma supergirl, thats why. Kan Muhd Firmann? :D

This, *looks up*, is the second latest Nikon Digital SLR camera that was launched on 19th August 2010. Only cost $999 for the whole kit and only $799 just for the body. I've seen the sample pictures taken using this camera. I read the specifications. I swear I super love it! 14.2megapixels, larger by a few pixels than my current Samsung ST45 camera, but still, I super love the quality, the contrast, the colour. And the effects that was all under this super awesome camera. So I send this message to Dad right away,

"Nikon D3100, announced on the 19th of August 2010. Second latest for Nikon Digital SLR cameras. The kit is selling at $999 while just the body is selling at $799. It's the first dslr to be sold at only a 3-digit number after it was released I supposed! I super duper love it and its 14.2 megapixels :D"

And Dad's reply was,

"Then get a super duper good results in your exams and I shall consider it."

And I smiled as wide as I can. But the thing is, can I even make it after manymanymany complaints of how tough the scripts are? Hais, lose hope lah :'(

Oh well, SEHSEHSEH SHAZLYN BOLEH! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

N'Shazlyn

I envy with how people live in the past. Totally different from now.

2010-10-12T17:18:00.006+08:00

Di setiap langkah, yang menyakiniku.

Hi, I've been updating frequently this few days right? I'm so happy for myself -_- Not. (It was just to make that somebody happy anyway. Kau tau siape kau, Muhd Firman -.-) So, just now was my Geography and Art. Geography was hell, difficult like shit. The MCQ ruined one-third of my time. Screw you Geography, I hate you for the rest of my life. But still, pleasepleaseplease, pass me. At least a borderline pass will do. Sigh, help meeeee. I'm in need of marks badly. I did super badly for my the other three semesters. And for Art, I managed to finish it half an hour earlier. Not bad I can say? Hahaha, but not a guarantee to get either an A1 or A2. No confidence. And 2ED, stfu on what happened during Art exam. It was embarrassing okay. That pail of water was meant for Art exam. Sooooo, I know you know, public don't know alright. Sigh. I swear it was embarrassing.

This is some random picture found under "Photos of Me" in Facebook. This was taken last Saturday. Compare me with their height. Oh, they're my aunts anyway. On my right is my mom, so.. See how much I've grown? Nyehehehehe. (Yea right, tall among family and cousins. But SHORT among friends :( How saddening.)

I love her, alot. I remembered asking mom when I was young, "Mom, can I have a younger sister to play cooking with?" Hahahahaha, and Thank you Allah subhanawataa'la, my wish was granted. Thanks Mom, I love you alot (L) And the girl beside me, she's my younger sister whom I asked for from my Mom a few years back. I love you, Eeyah (L) I'm sorry if we can't play cooking or doctor-doctor together. I've been busy with school stuff and had not been spending much time with you, sorry. After my exams, I promised :')

N'Shazlyn

It takes time to figure it out.

2010-10-11T17:59:00.008+08:00

Strength was the only value I asked for.

I am gonna make this a fast one. I've got so many things to do before tomorrow comes. I've got to go to Rivervale Mall to get stuff for Art exam tomorrow - tracing paper, colour pencil etc etc. I still haven't finish my 2 layouts for art. Haiyee. And my stamp is rejected :( Sad right. I feel like giving up manzx. But thank God my two postcard was accepted after manymany drawings done. And my final piece is my 8th drawing already. For the first time I can't deny that Art is sure a hard thing to do >:| And tomorrow shall be my Geography. Pleaseplease, I'm begging you Shazlyn. No more E8 for Geography! :((((

So here's my plan. I'm gonna go to the mall right after I blogged. And then after dusk, I'm gonna sleep up till 10pm or 11pm. And then I'm gonna revise until 3am. Muahahahaha, this is my schedule on every exam period. Burning midnight oil -.- Boring right? Sucks okay, I don't like. But my brains absorb more at wee hours ^_^ "I'm on the final lap Shaz! Go for it baby! :D" Ohmygee, can I just jump down from a tall building? That's what the teachers told me to think of. Yup, I'm on my final lap. Okay what the hell.

Uhm. Just now was Literature and Maths Paper 1. Hell, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO IT.

Even the smartypants said it's difficult. And then me? 100 TIMES HARDER!

*scream* Wish me luck for tomorrow's paper. (And for the rest too, duh! HAHA!)

Shall blog another one soon, kbye drifters! \m/

p[-.-]q

N'Shazlyn

Bring me on a magic carpet ride.

2010-10-09T01:49:00.008+08:00

Hell shit, it's been more than a month since I last blogged. I didn't know I've got quite a number of readers, or should I say stalkers, reading my blog. Muahahaha. So I was asked to update manymany times already, yet I refused to so due to my laziness. Muahahaha. Sorry jyeah, I'm updating it now, happy? ^-^

So many things happened during my absence from blogger. And I swear I'm lazy to elaborate all. If you had been following my facebook and especially my twitter, you'll know my what had I been doing. Everything found in there. Just take your time to read all my old tweets huh! Muahahaha. Oh and pictures were alse taken in every occasion. Mostly on Hari Raya outing. Sadly yesterday was the last day of Hari Raya '10, :( No more $$$, hahaha kidding!

I'm currently having my end-of-year examinations, like duh. 4 papers down, 10 more papers to go! PAPERS, NOT SUBJECTS. I'll be a dead meat if I had to study 14 subjects -.- So far I'm done with both English Paper 1 & Paper 2. Paper 1 was hell. Go burn that paper in hell lah! Kanina. Gone case sial. Can kiss goodbye to get a B4 for paper 1. Paper 2? Not bad, not bad at all. Slept halfway through, ZzZzZzZzZz. Wasting time was the only thing that you knew what to do. And yesterday was my History and Malay Paper 1. History, another gone case! I was too nervous that I forgot all the facts. Aper lagi? Sembarang je lah! Malay Paper 1? Uhm, it was average, I can say. Don't wanna think much already. What's done is done. Focus on the other 10 papers! Wish me luck for the rest of the papers alright! All the best to all of you taking you EOY, O's and PSLE. N'level dahbes pon.

I just completed my art prep work, and it sucks!

Gonna go back to school later around 9am to ask Mr Imran of my idea was okay -.-

Below are the Raya pictures - all group pictures

1 Syawal 1431H

1 Syawal 1431H - dad's side

8 Syawal 1431H - Budak-budak serangoon (sec4s)

11 Syawal 1431H - Budak-budak Rivervale (Gang Mepek&Girlfies)

15 Syawal 1431H - Budak-budak Rivervale (My batch ft Student Alumni of RIV)

17 Syawal 1431H - Gathering at mom's friend place.

23 Syawal 1431H - Budak-budak Madrasah

Okay I'm done now. Just look forward for the next post in month's time! Nights.

N'Shazlyn

Stay away from me or I'm gonna give you my malevolent look.

2010-08-28T12:29:00.013+08:00

Life keeps getting in the way.

Whenever we try, somehow the plan, it's always rearranged.

Hi, I know I hadn't been updating my blog frequently like I used to. First reason of high possibility that it might be, I'm plain lazy to update, as usual. I tried to update, but halfway while I was blogging, I tend to just close it save it as draft. Really. Second reason is, I'm busy. Yes, you may see me online on msn and on facebook as well 24-hours. But it was just for some entertainment to kill my boredom. But do you even know what the hell am I doing? Homeworks, as well. I've been busy multi-tasking. And that 'first impression of you' game, my apology for not meeting everyone's desire. Like I say, I'm on facebook but I was doing nothing there. So yeah, I gave up on that retarded and pathetic game. Understand me, I am busy 24/7. Just like others. Well for some.

Sooooooo, common tests is over like finally, BUT THE RESULTS IS THE MASSIVE DISASTER! I don't wanna say how I thought of the paper. I don't wanna be too confident. Common tests had been driving me insane. Its just common tests, just few topics tested but yet I am struggling. This gave me a warning, I'm gonna struggle real bad for end-of-year exams. I am really in need of motivation. I am lack with all the positive values. Nothing seems to have go into my brains. I tried really hard, as best as I could, as best as I can give, but what do I get? Disappointment. I faced a lot of disappointment in life already. Especially this year, quite a critical year I must say - streaming year. So here's the results for common tests that I received so far.

English: 33/60 _|_

Science: 30/50 _|_

Geography: 22/50 _|_ _|_

Malay: 38/50 :/ - the best I can give. No more than that.

Literature: 15/30 _|_

This is what I received so far. Satisfactory? Not.

What I have to deny and can't accept is when SHE said that my r'ship affected my studies.

Fuck you kay. I'm not with him anymore, cos both of us wanna study first and soon will come back.

So what do you want now? Me getting higher?

SUREE, I'LL PROVE IT TO YOU THAT MY R'SHIP DOES NOT AFFECT MY STUDIES.

~~But partially I think its true :(~~

Maybe I should stop talking about my studies already. I need some space for stress-relief, right? So, I rebonded my hair already. And I cut bangs! As requested by many, huak! I swear my face doesn't suit with bangs. Yucks, but it's okay. It will grow. Haha. But I regretted CUTTING MY HAIR LENGTH! I asked for layered, but I didn't expect it to turn out this short. It looks short in front but mom said its quite long at the back? Sigh, whatever. I still love my old hair, except for my old fringe obviously. God I missed my hair :( But not my fringe, excuse me.

Madrasah class later! Yippee! It seems so long since I last went for Madrasah class. Lol, its just last week I skipped thanks to YOG JUDO. hahahahaha. I heard last week's madrasah class was fun? :( Okay, bloody hell k. I don't know how am I gonna wear my tudung later? Surely my anak tudung will affect my fringe. Grrrrrr. I'll try to clip it? Eh no. Ugh, I don't know.

Yeahyeah! Gonna go Geylang straight after Madrasah class. Lavender for this year! YEAHHHHHH! It's 1pm now, I guessed I better bathe now. See yaaa soooonn! (L) :D

N'Shazlyn

We shall meet again soon.

2010-08-25T00:09:00.012+08:00

I don't know how or what to start with.
But one thing I know is, I'm trying.

"I've been hindering time and forget things easily. And seriously that's so not me. I don't remember myself being a short-term-memory lady when I was in primay school. And now when secondary life hits me, everything just seem to have changed. I slacked. I go home late. I hand in incomplete assignments. I sleep in class. I talk less. I used my time surfing the internet more than revision. And then when common tests drives nearer, I began to rush off with everything. Burning midnight oils for last minute revision. Yea, like as if all the knowledge and facts can even jump into my small brain. Masok telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri. And often I tend to throw tantrums to the people around me. Having things the hard way isn't doing any better for me either. I keep everything so slow for me and I've yet to prove my parents and teachers that i can do it."

-Taken from my archives, February 2010.

Do you believe me if I say you're amazing? This is crazy, but its true. /-Whatever that is.

Skipped to other chapters, shall we?

I am procrastinating with everything almost everytime. Tomorrow shall be my Science paper. And be surprised, I am physically and mentally not ready for it. Light, electricity and energy. Sounds easy right? But whattttt, its physics. Or shall I say, it includes maths. Formulas to remember, energy conversion to remember, even colours of the rainbow to remember. Let me admit this, I have hard times memorising the seven colours of the rainbow, what's more to put them in order? To hell, I failed okay, since young. Hint to remember the colours - ROY.G.BIV --- to hell with this k? Now I can proudly says all the colours in order. But when the paper arrives, blank. Hell. ~~Effyouuseekayy.~~ Friday shall be Maths and Home Economics. Gahh, I am seriously not ready.

Oh anyway, today is the 15 Ramadhan 1431H. We're like halfway till Hari Raya! (Y)(Y)

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan, kali ini pernuh makna.

Agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna.

I'm out of words already, bye.

N'Shazlyn

A bloody short post.

2010-08-11T16:02:00.003+08:00

Plain lazy to update. Sooner or later I'm just gonna close down my blog.

Oh btw, Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah

Puasa kepada semua umat-umat Islam! :D

N'Shazlyn

Born to be one, I supposed.

2010-08-02T17:01:00.005+08:00

I'm plain lazy to tell everything. Maybe this 3 pictures explains everything.

And obviously more on facebook.

So this is the Music & Arts Festival Concert.

Around 2 weeks ago.

N'Shazlyn

I know I am gonna fall.

2010-07-30T00:23:00.005+08:00

I only want to write. And there's no college for that except life.

12.36am. I'm having butterflies in my stomach. I've been to the toilet for like 4-5 times. Why? Music and Arts Festival Concert is like bloody tonight! Exactly 18 hours left. Nervous nak mampos. The last time I performed on stage is like 6 months back during the Secondary 1 Aesthetic Programme. It's bloody long man. Relax Shaz, relax! I feel like screaming. I feel like running in circles. I feel like staying in the toilet and peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee all the way till 8pm, tonight. HAHAHA. School as usual later, and I'm still bloody awake. Only slept for half an hour just now - 9pm to 9.30pm. All thanks to Cinta Fitri Season 3, last episode.

Wah, cekik darah siaa tengok cerite dier! So many suspends. Now for Season 4. You know what? I think I am just gonna find for the CD. I cannot wait any longer. I've got no more patience. Above picture is a cover of Cinta Fitri Season 4! I heard they're in the process of making Season 6! Okay waddafuck kay. Singapore so damn slow, just finished Season 3. Sigh.

Oh yeah tomorrow after Musical Night performance, mom's friends and family and my family will be going 'makan angin'. Either at Senibong or, Pandan City! :D Hehehehe. Please, please, please. I hope I can survived one whole night. Now I'm already lacking of sleep now! Geezx.

The picture above says it all.

N'Shazlyn

Ya Allah, bawalah aku ke pangkar jalan yang benar. Amin.

2010-07-26T17:23:00.007+08:00

You're like a habit I can't kick, a temptation

I can never resist, and the addiction I crave.

Yes, I'm blogging right now. Surprised? Haha, kay lame. I know, I've not been blogging frequently like how I use to do last time. And not now. Busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nak mampos. Plus, I can't think of any interesting nor random topics to blog about. Obviously you don't expect my posts to be on my studies all the time right? Sigh -.- I am sick of my life kay. I'm just a sec 2 kiddo, and I've got small brains. I ain't intelligent nor brilliant to get everything that I'm studying now into my head. Haiyo, baru sec 2, dah stress giler. Not yet sec 4 siaa. Looking at the sec 4 this year, wooshh, speechless kay. Stressful and a critical year for them. Oh anyway, I am considering on dropping HML by the end of this year. Depends on my end-of-year HML results. The Malay Department all around Singapore has a new format/syllabus for us. For normal malay students, they shall minus some of the peribahasa which means, lesser idioms for them to remember. While for HML students, they shall add in more new peribahasa which means, more idioms for us to remember kay wtf!

See, I tend to talk about studies, as usual. Sick of reading em' right? -.-
Okay so. Saw the picture above? 82 likes. That is equivalent to 82 posts. Yes, I owe 82 peeps their "My first impression of you" post. Serve me right for saying this as my status. God, where can I get the time to post on their wall? Amanah tetap amanah kan. Soon kay people? Hehehe.

/ -Better be late, than never :[)

Just between me, myself and I.

N'Shazlyn

Betrayers and Hyprocrites, get a life kay?

2010-07-25T02:33:00.008+08:00

I would rather be a fair loser, than an unfair winner.

Morning! It's 3.05am and I'm wide awake. I've slept since 10pm (I think?) all the way up till 1.30am until I realised I didn't turn off my lappy. And I remembered Mom telling me to off the wireless broadband and the main lights outside before going to bed and up till now, it's still left on. Duh, I'm still surfing the internet. Blogging, I supposed.

Well, for now, I am bored. I wanna do my homeworks. But my hands doesn't want to. Okay lame.

Like I said on my previous post, my school celebrated Racial Harmony Day cum Be Yourself Day last Friday. I cannot believe I actually survived one whole day with this long sleeve ethnic costume on. Well except after school during camwhoring times. Walao, the weather was seriously a burden. Sweat like never before. Above is a picture of Dayang Qirana. There's still more okay.

After recess we took some pictures eventhough the bell had rung. Some only. I was so disappointed cos' ONLY 66 bloody picture taken using my camera. The rest is either I'm lazy to use my camera or I love someone else's camera quality so I used theirs instead. Natasha, Eya and Miss Neo, sorry for flooding your camera with pictures of me!

As usual, she was 1000000000000000000000 times prettier than me ^^

Speaking of pretty, prettier, prettiest, I DON'T HAVE ANY PICTURES WTH @ndarwisyah! :( Sad case.

I really could use some wish right now - I wish

I could knew you better than before, for once.

Yesterday. Woke up like super duper early. As early as 9am I think. Rolled myself on bed and I only got out of bed one hour later. Read newspaper, had breakfast and then chiong to toilet to have some cold shower. Got ready for Malaysia after that. So it was on a Saturday and you know rightttttt. I skipped Madrasah class today. Hahahahaha. Sorry @ndarwisyah, for ditching you. For skippin Madrasah class without letting you know.

Jakel-ed, and then Kipmart-ed. Then Tesco-ed. Jakel-ed some cloths for my 2nd pair. I want a kebaya please, thank you. Hehe. My 2nd pair colour is orange, sadly :( Can you believe it. Out of all colours, there's no cloths that's Lavender in colour! Spoil mood siak. But seriously mom, 3rd pair? Lavender? Like please? HAHAHAHA! Andddd, mom bought curtains, ENGLISH STYLE~ Woots, sexy. I like. If only the design of mom's curtains are my dresses designs. AWESOMEE like manymany! And then off for Kipmart! Wah knn, satu-satu mintak kene ceput siak kat saner. Tesco, I swear there's many stuffs to see and buy over there!

Hahahahaha. Saw that ring I wore? It really helped me from letting idiotic guys from disturbing you know. Some even asked, "dah tunang eh?" EH WADDAFUCK LAHR. Do I look that old? Tanyer soalan sampai gini bodoh. But good lohr. Freedom from guys! -_____________- And please, I'm not sure at which finger does people placed the ring during their engagement day. Well I hope the finger that I placed my ring was the right one! NYAHAHAHA, nuts sia Shaz!

Well this makes me laugh like paradise! So obscene can?

P/S

I wonder where are all my daily readers? MIA-ing I think? Go and die man.

Okay nights all! I love all of you.

N'Shazlyn

I love the word "abhor".

2010-07-22T17:26:00.007+08:00

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away.

And all the things I want to say can find no voice.

I am back from P4 Camp, obviously, 5 days ago. Only dumb people don't know about it kay? So I am not gonna talk about school stuffs cos' I am sick and tired talking about school stuffs on every post.

Okay dumbo(s), tomorrow is Racial Harmony Day cum Be Yourself Day. And lemme highlight this, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR TOMORROW. Ethnic costume? Casual Clothes? I have no idea, like seriously wtf. Clothes dilemma. Sighs. But but but, since last year I wore casual clothes, I thought of wearing ethnic costume this year. But I remembered that there's gonna be assembly in the hall. Kan tak senonoh duduk kat lantai dengan kain. SO MAYBE, high chance I shall wear 'kebaya' top with jeans. So yaaaar, high chance only. Oh btw, ENXIAN is in the finals in Serangoon Star. SUPPORT HER HOR!

Andd, Music and Arts Festival Performance full-dress rehearsal tomorrow. GRR, rehearsal until 5.30pm some more. Hell, makes me feel lazy to wear home clothes in the morning. GRRRRRR kay.

Blahblahblah, currently I'm with @ndarwisyah at Compass Point's library. By coincidence she brought her lappy along. Jiwer, hehehe. Well, she gave up on her internet access. So we're gonna have dinner after this. So long, good luck in life jyeah.

I love all of you!

N'Shazlyn

Fill in the spectrum of colors into my life.

2010-07-15T23:34:00.005+08:00

Actions speaks louder than words.

A portrait of yourself doesn't reflects the truth.

I'm gonna make it a fast one. I cannot hold my eyes any longer. Sleepy like shit. School was as usual, fvcking stress like seriously. So many projects coming in. So may new topics coming in.

CCA was another story. Upcoming performance; Music & Arts Fectival Concert in school, 30th July. See how busy and tight my schedules are. Until I don't even have time to update this idiotic blog. This is not a matter of lazy or not, but I'm seriously busy.

So, I'm in involved in P4 Camp '10 tomorrow at Jalan Bahtera MOE Campsite! As student mentor. This time round Wisyah, Ayu, Firman, Amil, Ahmad and Danish will be joining the current RVPS Alumni including me! I am soooooooooo excited, like seriously. I've got friends coming along! Yippee. Plus its time for friendship bonding time. Cheh. So, I'll be back on Saturday night. Miss me alright :P Kay kidding! :D

See ya! I love you guys, all of you!

- I am beginning to learn the word, 'hate'. Yes, I hate you, frankly speaking.

N'Shazlyn

Jaden Smith; I love his hair!

2010-07-03T12:16:00.002+08:00

We don't make mistakes. We just do things differently.

Term 3 had started last Monday. And obviously everyone wants their 'First day of school' to be a splendid one right? Well here's how my first day have been. A big round of applause first jyeah.

Reached school late on the first day of school. Fine with it.
What's not fine with me is; Latecomers need'a sing the National Anthem and the Pledge in front of the two poles at the Quadrangle after everyone has gone back to class.
Had to sit at the back of the class since I came in late. But hey, I find myself focusing even more seating at back yaw. Except that I had to squint my eyes a little to look at the whiteboard. Neh, it's okay.
My hairband and pink bracelet got confiscated by Mr Amir-.- So I had to meet him after school to collect them back. Plus HAIRBAND ALSO? Sigh-.-
Need'a stayback to meet Mrs Ho because I came late-.-

So yaaar, this. is. my. first. day. of. school -.-" So sianzx.

Unplanned outing after school - Lunch at CP.

It's only the first week of school. Not even the 3rd week. And guess what, homeworks are already piling! Fuck it kay, fuck it. My file is like sooooooo damn thick already. I need'a do self-filing already. No time to do filing when exams are coming near. CT2 is like on the 30th of July. What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck. And I hate Venn Diagrams. Makes me go nuts I swear!

There's so many things I wanna say. BUT, forget it man. Really!

World Cup; still a hot topic in school or what. Tsktsktsk. Not yet into it.
Not even a fever fan. All I wanna know is the final results. HAHA! Maybe in 4 years time when FIFA organised another World Cup game, then I'll get into it. But eh, I'm supporting Brazil and Germany anyway. Spain, just a little. Yesterday family and I went to Pandan City. And yeaa, the game was on, on that big big big screen. People were like cheering away. Tempts me to watch that match. BUT SADLYY, BRAZIL WAS OUT THANKS TO HOLLAND _!_ Kaka, ):

Can't cry over a spill milk, right?

Seating arrangement had been fixed up. And jyeah, I sat at the back. With that smarty ass kid from China. Second in class somemore. So pro in Maths wtf. We made a deal; She'll help me with Maths and I'll help with English. And both of us help in Science. Cool right. Hehehe. And guess what, I was sooooooooo stressed up when the people around me actually discussed for the correct answer in everything. And the way they discussed is sooo god damn serious larh. Until I realised, everyone around me, only left, on my front, on my left's left. On my right. On my front's right. On my right's right and on my right's right' right. Waddafuck. All so smart. All above me for position! I was surrounded with smart/intelligent/brilliant people manzx.

Head over heels, I'm gonna faint soon. They're all pushing me okay? My mistake to sit at the back I supposed? But oh well.

Currently watching THE KARATE KID, like finally.

N'Shazlyn

I'm that girl.

2010-06-27T18:00:00.006+08:00

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen.

I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers.

I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy.

I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant.

I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk.

I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead.

I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of.

I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep at night thinking of you, when i know I’m the last thing on your mind.

Yeah, I’m that girl.

Taken from, http://secretlydanger.tumblr.com/ aka NURUL AIN, my cousin:D

Love at first sight - my mom.

2010-06-27T17:55:00.003+08:00

And so we keep on dancing on the dancefloor tonight.

So, this shall be the last post before school starts. It'll be a guarantee that my schedule will be filled mostly with SRPs, CCA and homework timings. Second semester already what the hell. How many percent for Common Test 2 uh? Really need'a get ready earlier. Or disappointment face shall be put up by me after the results. And also my parents :/ And I don't want that to happen pretty please.

Okay so erm, yesterday. During Madrasah class. Ustazah Wirdah showed us a video. I watched this video before but I still cried after that. Quite sentimental huh? ^_^ Watched the video below. See if you cry after that. Hehehehe.

Then Ustazah Wirdah showed us another video. Wisyah and I cried after that. Hahaha. Really touches our heart lor. But I can't seem to find the video but I found the content of the video. Just read and see if you're touched by the words.

The chubby cheeks and the colour of his eyes; I LOVE IT.

Suatu pagi seorang bayi siap untuk dilahirkan ke dunia. Dia bertanya kepada Tuhan,
Bayi : "Para malaikat di sini mengatakan bahwa besok Engkau akan mengirimku ke dunia, tetapi bagaimana cara saya hidup di sana? saya begitu kecil & lemah."
Tuhan : "Aku sudah memilih 1 malaikat untukmu. Ia akan menjaga dan mengasihimu."
Bayi : "Tapi di sini di dalam surga apa yang pernah kulakukan hanyalah bernyanyi dan tertawa. Ini sudah cukup bagi saya."
Tuhan : "Malaikatmu akan bernyanyi dan tersenyum untukmu setiap hari dan kamu akan merasakan kehangantan cintanya dan menjadi lebih berbahagia."
Bayi : "Dan bagaimana saya bisa mengerti saat orang-orang berbicara kepadaku jika saya tidak mengerti bahasa mereka?"
Tuhan : "Malaikatmu akan berbicara kepadamu dengan bahasa paling indah yang pernah engkau dengar dan dengan penuh kesabaran dan perhatian dia akan mengajarkanmu bagaimana cara berbicara."
Bayi : "Apa yang akan saya lakukan saat saya ingin berbicara kepadamu?"
Tuhan : "Malaikatmu akan mengajarkanmu bagaimana cara berdoa."
Bayi : "Saya dengar bahwa di bumi banyak orang yang jahat, siapakah nanti yang akan melindungi saya?"
Tuhan : "Malaikatmu akan melindungimu walaupun hal itu akan mengancam jiwanya."
Bayi : "Tapi saya pasti akan sedih karena tidak melihatMu lagi."
Tuhan : "Malaikatmu akan menceritakan padamu tentang-Ku dan akan mengajarkan bagaimana agar kamu bisa kembali kepada-Ku, walaupun sesungguhnya Aku akan selalu berada di sisimu."
Saat itu surga begitu tenangnya sehingga suara dari Bumi dapat terdengar dan sang bayi pun bertanya perlahan,
"Tuhan, jika saya harus pergi sekarang, bisakah Engkau memberitahuku nama malaikat tersebut?"
Jawab Tuhan,
....."Kamu akan memanggil malaikatmu, Ibu."

See how babies can make you smile real wide.

His eyes is fantabulous much!

Lalalala, let's change topics. I wanna watch Step Up 3D also. Release in theatres on 9th August 2010. If' I'm not wrong uh. Hehe. National Day kan tuh?

STEP UP 3D FTW!

Uhms, so guess what. I'VE DONE ALL MY HOMEWORKS!

I like that feeling where I no need to burn midnight oils tonight just to finish up homeworks.

FEELS LIKE I AM IN HEAVEN OH MY GOD.
Best of luck for school everyone. School ends at 2pm tomorrow. Fuck it kay?

And I'm not sure if timetable is as usual. I just wanna bring a file can? Grr.

Peace out! xoxo.

N'Shazlyn

Laviosa!

2010-06-26T12:50:00.018+08:00

Guess I was too naive with life, a gullible person in short.

I can't believe I'm updating my blog. School is in two days time. Yes, Monday. School reopens. Fucktard much? Homeworks are one of the hot topics at 98.7FM plus the people around me. You did your homeworks already? You ready for school? Hahaha, some basic questions, I supposed. Well for me. I did ALL my maths questions for the first time - HeyMath, Facebook Asssignment, and all fucking papers. I didn't do homeworks for Maths in Term 1 & 2 okay. Well, for some only. Written papers, obviously I skipped major alot of questions. Hahahah! So yea, Maths. DONE. Now I'm left with 10 free writings to go. YEAH! 5 down, 10 to go. Woots. No more burning midnight oils like what I did on every last day of every school holidays just for HOMEWORKS = hell stuffs.

I am NOT gonna talk about my holidays. Those who've checked my twitter, I supposed you knew what have I been doing right? And for those who don't, that's your problem. Follow me on twitter, http://www.twitter.com/sheezeeleen. Hehehe.

I am currently addicted to the song playing on my playlist. *Looks up* That's the music video!
#nowplaying N-Dudz feat BodyRox - We Dance On

Based on the movie, StreetDance 3D. Release in theatres on 12th August 2010.

A MUST TO WATCH!

Nichola Burley as Carly.
Pretty in movie. Real life, not so.

George Sampson as Eddie
Cute in movie, also cute in real life ^_^

StreetDance 3D ftw!

Okay. Obviously I've yet to watch the two movies that I badly wanna watch

- The Karate Kid & Toy Story 3.

Right, I know. I'm soooooooooooo slow. Oh well, I gave up already. I'm just gonna find for the DVD and watch it as many times as I want. Hmph. Pfft. Geezx.
But seriously. No more missing out for any other movies can? Impossible lah Shaz. You're stil grounded. Pfft, !@#$%^&*(.)_+. KNNCB.

I badly wanna watch Eclipse. Unless I'm forced to find for the DVD like the other two movies. Sighs.

So, school's reopening soon. SIGHH. School, but with no hoemworks can, like pretty please? A teacher will do, just as long as he or she is a kaki gerek teacher. Fml. -.- Bye.

N'Shazlyn.

I am special in my own ways.

2010-06-16T12:26:00.009+08:00

I'm done trying to be the best, because I know where I'm standing now.

I'm already born to be the best of the best and that best describes me.

I am back, as you can see. Back from Malaysia a few days ago. I'm not gonna jot down every single thing about the trip here. No, I mean, not even one. There's just too many to say, too many things to describe. Just too many. So many fun times, and bad times too. But in overall I should say, I've had so much fun there eventhough it only last for like 2 bloody short days. Whenever it comes to cousin, our level of craziness, I supposed, will rised up till its maximum. Okay, no maximum. When we go really crazy, I really mean that crazy. Karaoke up till 2 in the morning. Eat instant noodles/maggi early at 3 in the morning. And only to bed at around 5 in the morning. Now that's crazy. But the most craziest thing that happen was when we saw unwanted things. (Who doesn't when we ate maggi under the tent OUTSIDE the house. Where beside the house is just a crocky alley, a very dark one.) Now that's real crazy.

Guess what. I was the 'mak andam' for 3 ladies on the 2nd day dudezxscvb.

- My sepupu now a mother of those 2 sunnat boys. So I did her hair and make-ups. HAHA.
- My sepupu, Amira. I did her hair. From straight hair to perm hair. HAHA.

- My sepupu, Iqah. I did her make-up. Smokey eyes:D HAHA.

And that was the best part - dolling up. Hahaha. But please eh, I wasn't that good in this two.

Today's my class chalet. Supposed to meet at 12.30pm. But I'm lazy to meet them at that timing. So I said that I'l be coming at 3pm. Now, 2.10pm. Just few more mins till 3pm. And I still haven't bathe. Grr.

N'Shazlyn

Live your life to the fullest.

2010-06-12T11:07:00.010+08:00

I love her and that’s the beginning of everything.

That lady up there. Nurul Darwisyah. She's back from India! I felt honoured cos I was the 4th one she called once she reached Singapore! Heheh, I miss her like hell alot. If you noticed them, my twitter is flooded with "When is @ndarwisyah coming back home?" or "I miss @ndarwisyah!" Hehehehe. Its awesome to see you back to Singapore in one piece instead of million pieces. Andd, I didn't know you cut your hair! How short is that? Gaah, I've yet to see it. I guess I'm pretty much slow I guess? Geez. Anywoots, welcome back home my most adorable kambing!

So, @hakeemkickballs and family are now on the way to KL:( Hahahaha, he texted me around 8plus. And he was at the checkpoint - I'm not sure whether its via Woodlands Checkpoint or the 2nd linkway, Tuas Checkpoint. He said he was stucked in the jam. While me? Heading off to Pasir Gudang in Malaysia in the afternoon! I guarantee it'll be even more jam! Sucks big time to wait with that hot weather. Harap-harap hujan! Amin.

So yeaa, you heard it? I'll be off for Malaysia this afternoon and will be back tomorrow night. Ader majlis sunnat. But I'll be sleeping over at cousin's house. I hope I can use the computer once in a while. Duh, all my cousins will be there. Confirm rebut computer! Haha, I want my lappy badly. Still under repair _!_ Well oh well, I guess everyone will be ton-ing tonight. Hehehe. Mampos, everyone would faint and can't do their kendarat work the next day!

So to ya'll. Have fun this weekends j'yeah!
Pray for me. Hope I'll come back in one piece :D
Take care all! Don't stop rocking my world alright! \m/
XOXO, Shazlyn.

N'Shazlyn

Life is like a pyramid.

2010-06-11T17:28:00.003+08:00

Evening tweeties! \m/

Currently I'm at Compass Point library with Farisya :D

So much for studying. Both of us are distracted by this lappy of Farisya's.

Camwhoring using her webby, and gossiping.

I shall not update a proper one until tomorrow I guess.

By the way, I've been watching GLEE this few days. Madness. Gerek!

Crazy for GLEE like many many.

Finn - Bottom, last second. HANDSOME LIKE SERIOUSLY. And hot :P

Rachel - Upper, last second. PRETTY LIKE SERIOUSLY. And gorgeous :P

Okay done, bye!

N'Shazlyn

I fight for my rights whenever needed.

2010-06-11T12:45:00.007+08:00

I don’t forgive people because I’m weak, I forgive them because

I’m strong enough to know that people make mistakes.

Guess what. This post, I actually editted it four times before I published them. Reason is, I'm lazy to post. The first one, I uploaded the pictures. The second one, I continued uploading the pictures. The third one, I looked at the pictures and bloody hell, I get out of this shit blogger window. I'm seriously god damn lazy to update. Lost interest man. Until there's one time I intend to delete my useless blog. What's the use sharing my stories to people out there, who's probably someone I don't know. Or should I say, some stalkers. But I really appreciate if people really do read them. At least they know partially about my life. \m/

So basically, there's so many things I need to share. Just my mood to say it all.
Okay, not really all, but some. Minor, boring stuffs I should say.

This so called 'lollipop'. Cute isn't it? Hahaha. It's a biscuit, actually. But it's 'sticked' to a stick. I love the icing sugar, nice like forever! But if the biscuits hit the butter cookies, i can guarantee you, its gonna be the delicious and appetising 'gingerbread man' I've ever tasted. *evil laughter* Reminds me the story of Hansel and Gretel. You know when the part where they went to that candyhouse. Woo, appetising and gahh, CRAVINGS :P Oh and, where do I get this? I got it from that old lady's candyhouse. Haha, kidding. I went for this wedding occassion at Kembangan CC, I think. Last Sunday. My mak punye arwah abang punye isteri punye adik, got married.

This guy in green checkered shirt. He's my cousin. The rebellious one, really. I'm not gonna talk much about him here, or he'll kill me this Saturday. I'll tell you why this Saturday. Just let me finish my boring story first, alright? So the day before I went to that wedding occassion, it was my cousin's majlis cukur rambut. There's one time he asked me where he worked now and I said, I forgot. Duh, its been so long since the last time we chatted in Facebook and the place that he said he's working at now. Full-time. He gave a hint, at ION Orchard. It took me so friggin' long just to figure out the bloody place starts with P. Popular? Prima Deli? Hahaha. Then we were bored. So we planned to go to Tampines Mall. In the bus, he gave another hint. "P", "R". Then when were about to board the bus, I've got the answer. "Prologue" Then I remembered he said in Facebook that he can give discounts if I wanna buy books from there. *roll eyes*

Just some bloody picture to keep this post long. Haha. I. Am. Bored. Sitting. At. Home. Everytime there's plans, there's always this particular plan that will make my plans all go cocked up. Grr. _!_ Bloody toot!

This. What is it called? I forgot. But it's from BBQ Chicken. It's not Barbeque Chicken. ITS BBQ CHICKEN for god sake. I'm craving for one. I hope I can get this before school reopens which is like in 2 weeks time. Wth, bloody fast.

I'm crazy for Evolusi KL Drift 2. Aku dah berangan nak jadi drifter/racer perempuan. Haha. The movie was great, as usual. I can guarantee you, you won't get bored even after 10 times watching it. Drifting rocks! I am so gonna take my car license at [insertagehere]. Impian menggiler. Betol, tak bedek. Oh and, Aleeya is pretty. Natural beauty. While Zac, gah! Screams. Melting. He's the hot hot hot heat one. Bloody handsome lah please. Oh melts!

And that's Zac^_^ Real name, Syamsul Yusof. Handsome right? I didn't know he can sing that well. His song duet with Anwar, "Apakah Semuanya Itu". It has a meaning okay. And the tune, everything, perfect'o! Their song, "Bidadari". Not bad as well. Its a must to listen. I'm drooling, melting!

But nothing beats the best of the best, A'h.

Watch at 5:02. I love that part the most - The Confessed.

Nak step tak shiok dengan each other konon.

"Aku tak berani nak luahkan perasaan aku dekat kau, sebab, kau lain babe. Kau garang. Kau tak macam perempuan-perempuan lain yang aku kenal. So aku buat keputusan, aku pendam je aper yang aku rase."

- Zac

BLOODY SWEET OR WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!

Okay so currently, I'm grounded. So many people asking me out at the wrong timing. While me? Forever busy/lazy/grounded at wrong timing. I hate my life. All I want is to, give up on life. That should answer my whole main fucking problems. And why I'm grounded? Haha. Phone bills, _!_ Fuck June Holidays '10.

So, the 'this Saturday' story. Haha, which is like tomorrow. I will be in Malaysia just for two days. Saturday evening I think until Sunday night. Cousin's majlis sunnat pulak. HAHAHAHAHA. So many events regarding cousins. They all planned to taunt at night until morning. KARAOKE siuuls. Kay gerek! And that A'h guy, going to Tambon I think? Celebrate his belated birthday.

To A'Hakeem,

Happy ~~sweet~~ sour 16th birthday! May all your wishes come true.

Andd, may Allah SWT bless you in everything you do!

Last longer kay? :D xoxo.

Have a safe journey in Malaysia^.^

"Why gather money and more money just to have luxury,

when luxury is gifted in the form of nature and life itself?"

- Amirul Shazzani.

N'Shazlyn

Don't act as if you know me.

2010-06-04T19:22:00.004+08:00

Help me turn my dreams into realitys.

I'm sort of rushing now. So a short post will do kay? At least I still update this blog.

Macam tak bernyawa lagi blog aku ni-.-

So many things happen within a week. Yeaaa, a week. It's the first week of holiday. Within 2 days, it's a bye-bye to Week 1 of June Holidays. I cannot deny but everything seems to have happen really really really fast. 3 more weeks before school reopen. Tak nak cepat lagi pe? Sooo, so many things happen in just one week.

31st May - Cycling with 2ED peeps.

It was awesome! Played in the rain, and fever at night. HAHA.
Dinner with Ayu and Mirah at BBQ Chicken at Rivervale Mall.
Pictures in facebook:D

1st June, malay dance practice.
Oh yeaaaaa, went kite-flying with Eyaa, Ayu, Ziana and Hakeem.
It was splendid! More pictures in facebook yeaa?
Oh wait, not yet uploaded. Perhaps next time. I think Eyaa uploaded hers already.

2nd June, nothing much happen so yeaa.

3rd June, Malay Dance practice.

Today, at home all day long.

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OMFG this is waay too sad! :(

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there?
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving..
Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes. (They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.) (They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)

It says... "Erica, You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye. - Ricardo"

(Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )
A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay. (She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)
It says "Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words.
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not = will
I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!
(Erica turns the TV on. )
[Breaking news]
"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )
A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message.

"Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

Really, really, really sad:(

N'Shazlyn.

Just another post.

2010-05-29T19:05:00.003+08:00

I know I lied again. So much for wanting to update about the P5 camp '10 thingy. Ugh, you see, I just can't keep promises. I failed. Epic failed. Whatever.

Last Thursday was PTM day. Mom had to go for 3 ptm(s) on the same day. She worked in the morning, half-day and then straight for Eeyah's ptm, Ryhan's ptm and my ptm. Pitied her like friggin' alot.
So basically, this is the itinary for 26th June.
Al-Istiqamah Mosque -> Compass Point, Banquet for lunch -> Sengkang Sec -> Serangoon Sec.
Obviously mom was tired. But after she looked at our results, thank God her tired-ness went away. Got the hint? My siblings and I, all of us, did quite well for out Mid-Year. Alhamdulillah.

Eeyah, I can see the improvement in you. You're growing into a big girl each day. I'm proud with you. You made mom, dad and myself proud of you. Hehe.
Ryhan, 6th in class or what? Oh, and in level also? God, I am jealous okay. Hahahah. Awesome job brother:D
Khalyf, I don't quite knew about your result. In fact, I don't know how you're doing in school. You're always playing downstairs everytime I reached home from school. Never seeing you study or doing anything else other than playing. Whatever it is, I hope you're doing well in school also okay?

And for myself, hahaha. No deprovement. Except that I dropped my level position and class position. All thanks to the smart people, mostly from people who were NA classes last year. You guys are omg, too smart already. I just can't beat you guys. The moment you're in 2ED, you pushed my level position and class position up to 6 times! So yaa, currently I'm 11th position in class and 69th position in level. Kinda sucks for level. Hahaha, I seriously have to try harder. But but but, I improved on my percentage. But somehow the percentage still sucks.

English: C5
Malay: A2
Higher Malay: C5
Mathematics: C5
Science: B4
Geography: B3
History: C5
Literature: B4
Design & Technology: A2
Art: A1
Percentage: 64.4
L1R4: 15
L1R5: 19

Not bad for a JC huh? HAHAHA. I'll be the last in position for both class and level I tell you! Kay, nuts! Enough for MYE results.

Now, hmph.
Guess what? Holidays are here! Wheeeeee! But, as usual, there's gonna be dance training, leadership programme, etc etc.
1st, 3rd & 8th June - Malay Dance training.
23rd June & 24th June - Leadership programme.
Okay laa, just five. But still-____________________________-

Class chalet on the 17th, 18th & 19th June. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Okay guess I'm done now. Bye aliens:D
Takecare, continue rocking my world alright.
I love you all!

N'Shazlyn

RVPS P5 CAMP 2010 rocks my life!

2010-05-23T21:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I AM BACK FROM P5 CAMP '10.

It was awesome, I swear! I love everyone of them, especially Munich 1&2.

Also, RVPS Alumnis! Gaahh, looking forward for P4 Camp in July!

I shall tell more about it soon, I PROMISE. And I keep my promise(:

It's getting late now, and it's a school day tomorrow.

I guess I'm off to bed now. Goodnight all!

RVPS SCHOOL ALUMNIS, YOU GUYS ROCK MY LIFE♥♥

N’shazlyn©

Away.

2010-05-20T23:09:00.005+08:00

(Sakinah, Myself, Syazwina, Asiah, Nilam, Amirah)

Status: Away

Serves as Student Facilitator in the RVPS P5 Camp '10.

I'll be back soon. Takecare all.

N’shazlyn©

Disasteeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr.

2010-05-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hello lovelies.

You know what. I don't know how to start on a new post. I must say I've not been writing a proper one, like I always do before Mid-year. But now, it feels like, out of idea. No idea on what to post about, or how should I start with a new post. Its so, blank. In the head. -Screwed- I cannot say I'm in no mood to blog, neither can I say I'm lazy to do so. I just don't feel like blogging anymore. I don't feel like sharing anthing about me anymore. I'm getting even more stupid everyday, not knowing what to do with life. For now, I'll just be in Facebook. Yeaa, I know. Makes no difference. If I can go online in facebook, why can't I spare some time blogging also? I don't know. Maybe if I want to do it, I'll do it. If not, then take the initiative to know how's my life had been going. Enough said.

Well oh well. School, normal topic. As usual. Exams eh? Has been, atrocious. This is what I've achieved so far. Bear in mind, I ain't smart. So yeaa, big deal with my results? I just need a little bit more time and space to improve.

English pp1: C6 - Grammar mistakes, spelling. Unproductive. English language getting suckish.

Science: B3 - From C6 to B3, you still expect an A2 from me? High expectations.

Maths pp1: C5 - Careless mistakes.

Maths pp2: D7 - Paper of Hell, paper made from Fire and by Devils.

Maths Overall*: C5 - Go and die uh Maths.

Literature: B3 - Expected, sucks in Literature.

Malay pp1: B3 - 2 more freaking marks to A2. Sucks.

Malay pp2: A1 - Alhamdulillah.

Malay Overall*: A2 - 3 more freaking marks to A1. Only bonkers don't get mad over this!

HML Overall*: C5 - SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!

* - Just papers. Not yet included with portfolio and sorts.

I think I'll be receiving my Art, History, Geography and English pp2 tomorrow. -anxious-

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Enough of my mye results. Its sucks alot right? That's why I sulk.

So today after school, went to do science project with Ayu and Canny at Sengkang Library's cafe. Then headed to Hougang Mall to meet mom at 6pm. On the phone with Mirza for a while.

Kay dah bye:D

N’shazlyn©

It's hard to express in words, baby.

2010-05-16T14:55:00.004+08:00

Pain was never a reason to let go.

Afternoon everyone!

How's life? How's exams? How's revision been going?

Laugh my ass out. Okay so, let's get straight to the point.

Let's start by asking myself. How's my life? My life, has been, whatever.

Its indescribable. Too many to express in words. In summary, my life is very very very hectic. Next question, how's exams? My exams, I did my best. All that I can do now is to pray hard to God and hope for the best. Past cannot be erased. So, yeaah. And lastly, the last question. How's revision been going? Revision? Exams are over, what else must I revised? Revision in preparation for Common Test 2? Hah, perhaps some other days, I supposed.

I don't know what to blog. I'm just blogging craps just to keep this blog alive.

Okay, I woke up super early today. Don't ask me why. Woke up as early as 9 in the morning because of the call I received from BIBIK! I miss her truckloads. Sanggup siaa call from Indonesia to here. But I still need to pay alot. Crazy. Then, watched videos from Youtube through my phone until 1pm, in my room, on my bed, lying. Searched for new songs and watched THE ANNOYING ORANGE videos. Hehehehe. Addicted to it, thanks to Nurul Darwisyah Bte Mohd Ismail. That videos reminds me of her lor. Hahaha, sumpah random.

It's 4.14PM now and here I am in front of Dad's lappy. My lappy is still on repair. What the hell is wrong with it manzx. And guess what. I've yet to bathe. I stink, I know. Watched Niyang Rapik with siblings few hours ago. So many shocking scenes. I pity Laila, Zack and Amir. Watched that movie, it's splendid. I give that a 4/5. Talking of movies, I'll be watching The Last Song at E!Hub after school tomorrow. Anyone wanna join in? Feel free j'yeah. The more the merrier. Heheheheh.

Baaaahhhh, I'm hungry like hell.

Wish me luck for my MYE's results. Amin.

Oh yeaa, meet the May babies.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NILLA ANDINA, MOHD AMIRUL SHAFIQ, FARISYA NUR FATIN AND SHASHAA KATEQ!

Finally you guys stepped into the 14-years-old world!

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS:D

Oh andd, A HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST COUSIN, ABDUL HAKIM!

Just few words to say to you, act like a 13-year-old boy, not a 3-year-old kid okay?

Same applies to RYHAN AND AIMAN. Okay? Thanks. hehehe! peace.

N’shazlyn©

Farisya Nur Fatin, I miss you!

2010-04-29T18:18:00.003+08:00

Andai sahaja hati ini amat sempurna.

I'll be mia-ing for now everyone.

Good luck for MYE.

Goodbye Cyberworld.

And to FARISYA NUR FATIN,
You did well during the operation babe!
You made it! See how brave you are.
GET WELL SOON PLEASE.
I MISS OUR DAILY LAUGHTERS:(

N’shazlyn©

Birthday wish plus get well soon wish.

2010-04-27T22:43:00.005+08:00

OH YAAAHHHH, HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY TO RIZAN AMALI! :D

First and foremost, I've got a birthday wish to this one gorgeous lady up here!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO NURUL DARWISYAH BTE MOHD ISMAIL!
Fuyoh. Finally jejak dunia ke empat-belas kan!
Selamat menjadi kakak kepade 3 adek eh! Hehehehe.
Good luck in your future endeavours. And, good luck for mid-year babe!
May Allah swt bless you. Amin.
And lastly, I LOVE YOU FOREVER BABE, xoxo.

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Figure out who's hand is this^^ Hehe. Yeaaa, Farisya's.
I'm worried sick of her manzx.

ugh, what do we called ourselves as last time? I forgot. Hehe.

Look up there^^Guess who.
So yaaaaah, it's FARISYA NUR FATIN.
Hell, she made me worried sick of her when I was still in school today.
She didn't attend school today. So I thought she was just having a slight fever.
Until Ayu and I received a text that she's admitted to the hospital, I was panic by then.
Dur, a friend of mine. A close one. My babygirl:D Hehehe.
Who wouldn't get worried when her own best, closest friend got admitted in right.

After extra class, which is like at 5, went home straight to put books down and bathe.
Hell, alot of books to bring home. Mid-year coming mah.
Then met Mirah, Ayu, Hakeem and Fahrul and Rivervale Mall.
Cab-bd to KKH. During working hours, extra charges. Cb. ERP some more.
Had dinner first since we were god damn hungry. Ate Prata Egg! Delicious.
Bought Farisya a 'Get Well Soon' BIG BALLOON before that. so cute you know.
I hope that will brighten up her day a little.

Spent time with her, off home at 9 plus. Break the hospital rules lor. Hehe.
Mirah's dad sent us home. Thank you very much uncle. :D
so, latest new I heard. Farisya will be undergoing a major operation tonight or tomorrow.
:')

Farisya oh Farisya,
stay strong big girl! We'll all pray hard for you.
Just help yourself to stay calm and most importantly, STAY STRONG SWEETHEART.

p/s
my formspring right, Sooner or later, i'll be commiting suicide siaa.
I was in the midst of doing it, imagining stuffs like rope and heights.
Thank God Ayu calm me down. And I got a feeling mom could feel me.
She had been checking on me every now and then. Ya Allah, give me courage to face this.
Your test for me is too strong. Too hard for me handle it.
They're like devils, maybe worst than devils. Ya Allah, berikanlah mereka apa yang patut mereka dapati.
Berikanlah aku ketabahan untuk menghadapinya. Amin.
And to anyone who comment about ME on formspring, sedar lah diri sikit.
YES, Farisya's prettier. Plus, this is my life. What do you want?
What are things that you're not satisfied of? Plus, show yourself lur please.
I DON'T WANNA FIGHT. I AM NOT THAT BAD AS YOU THINK. I DON'T ACT BAD.

N’shazlyn©

Jalan Bahtera Adventure Camp

2010-04-23T19:28:00.005+08:00

I'll still live with my fears, no matter how hard I tried to overcome them.

Yo Peepoos! I'm back from camp. Yea, like finally right. Torturing days.
But in overall, it was awesome! It was splendid! It was cushdy! It was exciting plus, a memorable one too. Frankly speaking, I seriously had fun during that 3 days 2 nights camp. At first I thought it was gonne a be dull and boring camp, fosho'. Duh, C.A.M.P. Who even wanna stay in the bunks made of planks? And that cold weather during the raining season in the morning. And plus, darkness. But I swear this camp was the best damn thing that I've ever experienced okay^^ I love the instructors, Instructor Hazlan and Instructor Hilda. They're the best can!

Tell you what. I'm god damn lazy to tell the whole story. But what you must know is, THE NIGHTS ARE SCARY LIKE SHIT, especially the 1st night. Heard so many funny noises and when I asked the people in my bunk if they heard anything on the first night the next morning, they said no. Scary. Woke up every 1 hour. Then I was awaken by the muslim's prayer call. Asked Instructor Hilda if there's any mosque nearby and she said no. Then she asked me if I heard the prayer call, I said yes. She said it was from the Kelong. No wonder.

The 2nd night was perfectly fine. I was sleeping soundly, no wake ups in between. Feels like I'm at home. The people in my bunk complained that they heard what I heard on the 2nd night while I didn't. One of a kind uh me? Hehehe. So, so many weird stuffs I saw and hear. But all I do was to smile at them.

2nd day was the best; campfire. Better than p5 camp^^ No words could describe how much fun I had especially during campfire. It was amazing please:D Oh and, I lost my voice on the 1st night. So enthusiastic right. Haha. No lurr, its because I was on mc the day before and I was having slight sorethroat. Shout here and there, how can I not lost my voice? Bloody. Geezx.

Abseiling and challenge pole; the two activity that I love and enjoy the most. Abseiling, shouted like mad when I wanted to climb down. With my voice yang sexy sungguh, biler pekik, fulermak. IRRITATING. Challenge pole; Macam hati nak terkeluar! Scary much? Hahaha. Kayaking was also okay. It's just that when the moment we had to finish this challenge - jumping on the "boats". I grabbed Ryan's and Dinie's hand straight away. Fuck, face drop siak.

Last day was area cleaning only. Thank God is was just a light task. Pick up litters, rather than clean the toilets. *roll eyes* Played games while waiting for the rest after that. And then we had some last words with the instructors. And then home-sweet-home.

AND GUESS WHAT,
SEZAIRI SEZALI came to my school! Thank God we reached school on time^^

N’shazlyn©

Random.

2010-04-20T14:32:00.004+08:00

Prezzies I received from dearest friends.
There's more, its just that I've got them the day after or two days after my birthday.
So yeaaaa:D

N’shazlyn©

Life is like an option.

2010-04-20T13:04:00.006+08:00

I'll build my world of dreams around you.

Hello world. Its only been 1 week since I last blogged and people are already complaining, asking why I didn't blog and stuffs. Okay so, here I am updating. I hope they're happy that I'm finally updating my dead blog now. Blame my laziness, as usual. My mood had been fluctuating this few days. Yes, moodswing. Fuck moodwing okay, tyvm.

School was another reason. School had been super hectic, eversince the first day of school, wtf. I did super badly for common test. So obviously I don't wanna repeat the same thing for Mid-year. But, the activities that school had prepared for us seems to be the 'penghalang' to our success. I've got camp tomorrow until Friday and obviously major a lot of lessons will be missed. What's more, because of this idiotic camp, teachers are rushing with their lessons. Yeah, like as if I can even catch up. And to make things worst, I skipped school today since I was having a bad headache and slight fever this morning.

I remembered Ms Tan telling she's gonna finish up the Particulate of Atoms and blablabla topic. Science seems to be my weakest subject, so is Maths. OBVIOUSLY I'M PANIC. Ayu texted me this morning - she was having d&t class. Major shittyzx, I remembered I was halfway completing my coursework. And this week is like the last week I HAVE to finish up my coursework. Ugh, I should have come to school even if I'm having a slight headache and fever.

EEE, can I just skip Secondary life? Secondary life sucks big time. Secondary life, I'll remember your torturing days for the rest of my life. I won't forget you, I swear-_-

Oh and psst, I envy guys who can play the guitar and sing. They're awesome.
Meet Mohd Amirul Shafiq, someone I knew through Cyberworld. Such a coincidence we met at the Sengkang Carnival last Saturday. And that was the first time we met. If it wasn't him who shouted my name, I wouldn't have met him in real life please:D Okay and so, he's one of the guy I envy. He can play the guitar and sing. And his English is superb okay:D

N’shazlyn©

One year closer to death.

2010-04-13T22:30:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to ME ME ME!

Happy Birthday to me!

Hello Shazlyn. You're finally 14 eh. You're old lurr.

Play hard, study smart.

If you fall, pick yourself up back.

Cos you are me, and I am you.

So yaaaaaaaa, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO ME:D